Chapter 13: My heart that chasing you, is beginning to burn with mall amber...

txt: anti-romantic

there is a new one…
…two in the same place
i need to get rid of them…
…i will kill the weakest first

“My head hurt” Yeonjun said in his bed frowning, while HueningKai was trying to wake him up

“We are already late, it’s just a hangover” HueningKai was shaking him nonstop till he went to a sitting position

“Okay, Okay” Yeonjun said opening his eyes and looking at the one who slept over, “do you remember anything? I don’t at all” he said touching his head trying to make the pain go somehow by pressing.

“I swear I remember things I can’t say, the drinks were at max hallucinations am sure” HueningKai felt stupid to say the fantasy his brain created yesterday.

Walking to the shower Yeonjun went to wash his face, he looks at his reflection and saw a scratches in his neck “where did I get this from?” he touched it and it hurts, thinking if he fought anything yesterday? how much he was drunk to not even remember. he starts looking for a Band-Aid in the first aid box they have in the bathroom, he tried to open one but his right hand was shaking so much to the point he couldn’t do it.

 “This again…” he tried to grab his fist together to calm his trembling hand

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“Your head still hurts?”

HueningKai asked seeing how Yeonjun was touching his head several times when they were going to the cafeteria for the breakfast

“So much…” he said but felt HueningKai taking his hand in his own

“Why are you shaking like this? Are you sick? We should go to the clinic?”

Yeonjun take his hand away and smiled “am okay” putting it in his pockets “what in the menu today?” he tried to change the topic but HueningKai concerned looks didn’t fade at all

The two were on the long line for the food now with their empty plates waiting…

Am hungry…

Yeonjun acted like he wasn’t hearing anything

this isn’t the food we want…

Feeling his head hurt from the hangover, he huffs…

Master…
am hungry…

Yeonjun ignored the voice, inside his head coming from his thirsty weapon, and was now sitting on a table with HueningKai Junkyu, Wooyoung and some others

“What on you neck!” Wooyoung asked out of curiosity

Yeonjun remembered that he didn’t hid those marks. he looks at HueningKai who look back at him with open shocked eyes

“you two…” Junkyu pointed cutely between the two looking left and right

“Ya! Don’t confuse them” HueningKai said scared

“I don’t remember! that why am looking at you” Yeonjun tried to explain, and some others came to the table to share the breakfast with them

“Good morning, oh Yeonjun what with that?” one of the new guys who came pointed to his neck and looked at HueningKai

HueningKai hid his face, “can you hid it at least, I will be the bad guy since everyone knows i slept over in your room”

“How to hide it?” Yeonjun pushed his hand up and put it on his neck, but then saw HueningKai stands and take off his hoodie, still wearing a shirt under it and give it to him

“here”

“oooooooooow” The whole table start to say and Yeonjun take the hoodie smiling, and even acted shy hiding in Wooyoung shoulder who was sitting next to him.

“Kiss, kiss, kiss, kiss” they start repeating teasing the two

“STOP IT GUYS” HueningKai complain, but yet didn’t lose the smile at all, he doesn’t mind the teasing, especially when he saw Yeonjun wearing the hoodie and putting on the hood on his head to hid the marks, with a ‘thank you’

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At the far of that cafeteria, 3 people were sitting in their usual table, they had the attention of the loud ‘ow’ coming from far away, and the cheering for the kiss?

“They are so loud” Beomgyu said rolling his eyes

“Don’t mind them, they were always attention seekers” Taehyun said going back digging in his food

Soobin was looking at that table, in deep thoughts

 “Soobin are you okay?”

Beomgyu asked him and Soobin smiled taking away his attention from that table back to his food “yeah am fine”

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Sitting in his Lecture, Yeonjun was writing his notes…am hungry…he looks at his hand that start trembling…master…shaking non-stop to the point he couldn’t hold his pen anymore, he heard the bell rings, and saw his friends start to pick their things

“aren’t you coming?” Junkyu asked

“I will follow after, go first” he said putting his arms down the class table, hiding it not wanting anyone to see him at that state, he saw the Lecture Hall start getting empty till the last one left.

“Why it is worse today? Is it because of the alcohol??” he said with himself trying to remember, he sighted not knowing what happened yesterday, those scratches aren’t healing fast so they must be from a demon… he puts his books inside his bag with his barely left hand and left the hall walking to the washrooms nearby as fast as he can, he needs to activate his weapon to be sure, he went inside one of the in-restrooms and closed the door behind him, he took out his weapon, and that when his hand stopped shaking but...

he put his sleeve up and saw the dark marks getting up near his shoulder

“Why?” he checked his weapon “A rank 4?” Yeonjun was shocked feeling his weapon stronger, no wonder he didn’t stop wanting for more, the more he absorbs the more he get greedy, a wild weapon to tame but useful to reach his goal.

taking away his weapon he went out of the restroom and looked at something shining in the ground…

He felt so…bad…

he walked to the corner of the washroom and went down to pick up the bracelet he once gave to Soobin hoping he will keep it just in his room in the worst case. not throwing it here…

He felt so… angry…

Going back to the SkyWorld wasn’t his fault to begin with, but he accepted the misunderstanding and tried to agree on Soobin words to never talk to him till he does first to not hurt him more, but he throws it on the washrooms? Yes, at that time maybe he was angry, but even after all those days of respecting his space he didn’t bother to go back and take it? The only condition he had and he sure did his part of it alone!

He rejected you…
He doesn’t deserve a strong protector like you…

Yeonjun felt angry, he put the bracelet in his wrist and left that washroom, as a prophecy he at least needed to feel something no? was he a failure and been rejected since the beginning? Did the star choose him to clear things alone?

Can’t we go back?
a rank 2 will be in the next exam…

He walked down the corridor seeing the students going in their classes.

You know how we can go back…
and it is a damaged prophecy already…

it means death, a damage prophecy is going to die at the end, so what the point of trying hard to change the fate? And if he dies now, he can go back with no issue since that what written in the prophecy star.

his fate is written…
why bother…