Love Team (3)
One ShotMay nagbago.
Alam nilang may nagbago kay Chaeyoung. For the past few weeks kasi bihira na lang sumama si Chaeyoung sa kanila. Though, reasonable naman yung mga excuses since malapit na ulit mag hell week. Pero kasi, hindi nakakamiss ng hangout si Chaeyoung. Kaya ganun na lang ang pagtataka ng iba.
Si Dahyun na mukhang may alam sa nangyayari dahil sa pagiging observant niya, tikom ang bibig sa nangyayari sa kanyang kaibigan. Alam niyang sooner or later the younger one will tell her everything. Sana.
Chaeyoung's excuses are not totally lies...half truth. Busy naman talaga ang department nila lalo na't may inaasikaso silang fair. Kung hindi siya busy sa mga workloads from her majors and gen ed subjects– na pa-major masyado, – busy siyang i-rethink ang mga life decisions nya sa buhay.
Or the whole "Mina Situation" niya na in between friends-but-not-a-lover-instead-a-love-team. Okay pa sana kung best-friends-to-lover troupe, pero hindi eh.
Aminado naman siyang iniiwasan niya na munang magkasama sila ni Mina at syempre kasama din ang mga kaibigan nila. Katulad ngayon, nagkasalubong sila ni Mina sa hallway kung saan may shortcut papuntang next class niya.
She slightly lowered her head habang naglalakad palabas ng building para hindi siya mapansin ni Mina. Hindi na lang sya lumingon at umaktong hindi sila magkakilala.
She subtly wanted her to taste her own medicine.
Hindi niya talaga ginustong maging ganito sila, may mga bagay kasing kailangang iwasan o i-let go. Katulad na lang ng nararamdaman niya. Hindi rin naman ginustong magkagusto kay Mina, sadyang nangyari lang ang lahat. At hindi niya din inaasahan na lalalim pa ito to the point that she needed to stay away in able to save herself to the sea of uncertainty, and pain.
Marunong siyang lumangoy, pero hindi sa paraang ganito.
She wanted to stop expecting and believing that something may happen between them. Like to make their "love team" a reality. Pero deep inside her it's impossible.
Bakit?
It's unrequited love after all.
And it .
It s Chaeyoung's mind in someway because it pains her to think about them not being all real hurts. That they wouldn't be more than that. Ever.
At isa pa, siya lang naman ang umaasang meron.
Chaeyoung sighed, she closed h
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