Kim Yerim

jimin

ano yun

Good morning, ate Yeri.

What do you mean po?

nde mo q maloloko jimin, baliw k

sober ako the entire nighttttt

yung sinabi ni jungeun about u

ano yun

bakit ganun

Baka po lasing lang talaga siya, kaya kung ano ano po sinabi niya.

Di ko rin po alam kung bakit niya yun sinabi…

hindi naman nagsisinungaling yun kahit lasing, jimin

tsaka 

nahalata ko na it's true nung inend mo yung call

the innocent never run, jimin

Haaaayy.

Ate Yeri, I don't think there's any point para pag usapan pa siya.

I doubt Minjeong was even listening.

There isn't even any proof that it happened.

meron

pero di ko sadya

nirecord ko kasi si jungeun kagabi kasi nakakatawa yung debate namin over the vase sa sala

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kita dyan oh

lahat ng nangyari

kita din reactions ni minjeong nung kinakausap mo sya

…

ayaw ko lang naman may mahurt, jimin

may crush na si minjeong

she told us

I know about that.

Kasi sinabi na rin yan sakin… Hindi nga lang galing directly kay Minjeong.

Dati pa man, I already talked to ate Jungeun about this. Right after the first Discord call, I told her I found Minjeong really cute.

She immediately assumed crush ko siya, and I found comfort knowing she won't judge me if this infatuation grew into something more.

Siya pa nga nag encourage sakin na i-add ko si Minjeong as friend, kaya naman agad kong ginawa yun kasi I feel safe knowing that someone knows about this brewing feelings without judgment.

She told me that time na during their call with ate Yeri nung afternoon, Minjeong was asked to tell them kung magkakaroon man siya ng crush. 

I found this alliance with ate Jungeun very helpful and convenient; in case Minjeong was sapphic and maging crush niya ako, I'll get to know from ate Jungeun. I could use tips about it, so I know how to act around Minjeong.

And even if hindi, at least I'd know if the crush Minjeong has would even pose as a threat sa akin.

But the hard thing about this situation is how we don't even know kung sino crush ni Minjeong. 

In fact, sure na sure siya na hindi ako yung crush niya. Ate Jungeun showed me everything, how Minjeong said na I'll only be a friend to her.

So not only do we know na she has a crush… She also declared and decided that the crush will never be on me.

It frustrated me… Kasi all my efforts trying to open myself up to someone I thought would open up to me rin, hindi manlang mahanap yung sense of trust para masabi man lang sakin na she's crushing on someone.

Partida, ako nga naipakita ko pa sa kanya kung paano kami mag away ni Joohyun sa bahay. Pero siya, she can't trust me with that kind of information?

Despite me openly claiming her as my best friend?

Kasalanan ko na rin siguro, kasi ako 'tong laging nagsasabi sa kanya na best friend ko siya. I implanted that idea sa isip niya, and now all she ever thinks of me is a friend.

Pero ang pinaka nakaka shatter talaga is how I knew who the crush was.

It occurred to me the only possible reason kung bakit hindi niya masabi kay ate Jungeun kung sino yung crush niya. 

I figured it all out the very day malaman ko na may crush si Minjeong. All the evidences just fell into their place, sobrang daling masolve for me.

Kahit nga siguro pinaka bagsak sa batch namin, mahuhulaan kung sino crush niya.

She won't be able to tell ate Jungeun… if si ate Jungeun mismo yung crush niya.

Isipin mo, she asked daw ate Jungeun privately if may something sila ni ate Yeri. Personally, I'd think she was testing out the waters if pwede siya magkaroon ng crush sa kanya.

And then comes the stream ni Hyejoo. Active na active siya manood at makicomment, she even couldn't help herself nung inamin niya sa chat na nakaka in love si ate Jungeun.

I couldn't even believe myself nang makita ko yun. I guess more than selos, I felt frustrated that she hadn't been decent enough to tell me she was crushing on her.

Not that it was her obligation to do so… Nakaka disappoint lang, na sana sinabi niya man lang sakin para naman hindi ko na hinayaan lumaki yung feelings ko for her.

Kim Yerim

I appreciate the concern po, ate Yeri.

Ako rin po, ayaw ko rin naman mawatak yung group natin only because of how I feel.

yes:(

sorry, jimin

kung papapiliin lang sana kami e, kahit di q alam kung sino crush nun, sau pa rin boto ko ^^

pero ayun…

all we can do is respect how she feels talaga:(

I know po…

tsaka it won't be good…

for ur publicity, i mean

u have hyunjin after all

andami pa ngang inggit sainyo

Yeah…

so maybe just

stick to that decision

im sure naman u dated him to get over minjeong, right..?

or something

di na ko makikimeddle sa love life mo

pls 

jimin ayaw kong mahurt ka

im sure mahal ka naman ni minjeong

pero sana okay lang sayo if it's only as a friend:(

:(

HUY WAG KA NA SAD

SHETE KA

JIMINNN

SORRY NAWHDJFJ

NACURIOUS LANG E

OY

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Hindi ko napansin na may araw na pala.

Our kasambahays were requested to go from door to door, and everyone was called from their rooms para ipapunta kami sa pavilion sa labas ng bahay.

As a child, I really loved that pavilion. 

Una, when I first saw this place, I thought it looked really grand. Like it belonged to a Disney princess movie. 

It had a huge arch as the 'entrance' ng pavilion, and engraved on it was a design that looked like real vines.

Tapos there's a long, semi-circle bench that goes around the whole place. Hindi siya mamomove since it was built directly from the ground.

People can either sit facing the center of the pavilion, or the other wa