Eunha POV

I look around as soon as I stepped my feet at the library -trying to find a certain person.

I'm not a fan of books but I have this urge to see the person who's  bugging my mind this whole time, because I didn't get the chance to see her this lunch break since I needed to go to the music club.

I smile when I saw her sitting at her favorite spot at the corner of the library near the windows.

Luckily , she's not with her friend this  time. I even notice that some of the students here are giving her a quick glance and admiration are evident in their eyes .

She's really oblivious how she can catch everyone's attention without doing anything and how she can charmed anyone by just sitting there.

She's simply breathtaking.

Everyone else in the campus can see it - everyone else but her .       

I walk to where she is then I tap her table when I am already near her .

She lifts up her head and I notice how her eyes widens a bit when she realize that I am standing infront of her .

I flash her my sweet smile "Can I sit here " I said pointing at the vacant seat infront of her .     

She look around first and saw that There's no other vacant seat.

"Ah y-yeah " she answered stuttering as she look down at her book to avoid my gaze .

I sat infront of her -sharing the table with her .

I bring out my books that I needed to study (but I actually don't really need it since we don't have any quiz for tomorrow but I need it as props)    and put it above the table .

After a few minutes ,I glance at her again discreetly and I notice how she can't stay still and keeps on fidgeting.     

I really love how my mere presence can melt down her calm and intimidating aura that surrounding her.

I really love my effects on her. 

"Relax " I utters that made her look at me but she immediately turn her head when our eyes meet "I don't bite " I added and bring my gaze back at the book I am reading ( which I can't really understand and I keep on reading the same sentence over and over again because I am already distracted by her presence  )  .

"H-uh " I heard her say or more like whisper.

" Why can't you have more confidence ? You're beautiful " I told her out of no where.

I just want to tell it to her , part of it is   because I'm honestly getting a little impatient waiting for her to have more confidence.

"T-thank you ?" She shyly replied as she hide her cheeks that is already blushing .

"I think you need to step up your game Kim sojung , because I need more than your thank you         " I said before I stand up and walk out of the library.

I said that I will wait until you get enough courage to confess but I'm getting impatient Kim sojung .

I want you .

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 Sojung PoV.

 I'm still sitting here unmoving . Processing all the words she said But even how many times I replayed it on my mind i still can't understand.

I want to smack my head because I know that I made myself a fool infront of her again.

Why can't you act Normal infront of her Kim sojung ?

I sighed "I missed my chance again "

She already approached me first and all I need to do is to keep the conversation going but I failed again .Why it's so hard for me to talk to her ?

Because your inlove with her idiot - my mind said

I am always confident to myself but when it comes to her I became a walking mess.

I always looked at her from distance   since the day I first saw her . She's famous since she's kind and beautiful and she's not like the other famous students here because she's friendly and approachable . 

I enjoyed watching her from afar and I didn't dare to come close to her because she's always surrounded by her friends orsometimes her suitors and I am too shy to talk to her .

I keep admiring her from the corner for a years already until I realised that I'm already inlove with her . Im contented loving her secretly because I know from the start that this feelings of mine won't go anywhere because obviously I'm way way way out of her league.    

I saw how she turned down all those guys that confessed to her in a blink of an eye , so I wouldn't dare my luck by confessing my feelings, since those guys that she rejected are  way better than me so the chances of her accepting my love is like a punched to the moon.

She's famous and I'm just no one . She's perfect and I'm a mess. She's confident and I am awkward.

I shake my head and I bring my gaze back at the book I am reading as I push back all the bitter feelings that starts building inside my heart .

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 I rest my fingers at the piano as I let out a frustrated sigh .

  "Why can't you do it properly Kim sojung ?" I said to myself.

I am here at the music room alone b