Pushing her away, your breathing was ragged, eyes wide while your mouth hung open, “Jennie what the !” She stared at you, her lip trembling, “You just said it was an attraction?! Why? What the is wrong with you!?”

“I- I’m sorry…” “What was the point?!” “I’m sorry…” She just kept repeating those two words before she ran back inside, your heart beating a mile a minute, “ .” You rubbed your hands through your hair, quickly turning on your bike before you zoomed away with shaky hands.

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You ended up back in the playground, chugging the small bottle covered by the brown bag in your hand, grimacing at the taste as a groan left your lips. You took another swing, wanting to feel the usual light headedness you loved. Wanting to feel anything but the sheer guilt that consumed you at the moment.

More minutes passed and you were done with the bottle, laying back on the small slide as your eyes became hooded, time slowing down matching your breathing. Deeper and slower breaths leaving your lips as empty thoughts filled your head.

Moving to get up, you threw the bottle in the trashcan you passed by, helmet in hand as you took staggered steps towards your bike. Your hand moved over the seat, trying to get on before you slipped, face meeting concrete making you groan.

You touched your face, being met with numbness and cold. You stared at your fingers, seeing red making you confused. Wiping it on your sleeve, you winced at the sudden pain that shot through your body, groaning while stuffing your face in your helmet, a sigh leaving your lips as you focused on getting on your bike, eyes blinking while you tried concentrating.

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She sprung up from bed, blinking to get used to the light coming from her phone as she swiped to answer the call, “Hello?” “Chaeyoung-ah” “Y/N?” “I’m outside open up…” She didn’t miss the slight slur in your voice, along with how it was deeper in usual, almost like you were whispering.

She got up and peeked outside her window, seeing you stumbling around, “Yeah I’m coming.” She rushed downstairs, trying to be as quiet as possible to not wake up her family. She slowly creaked open the main door, catching your attention, “Chaeyoung!” Her eyes widen, holding a finger to her lips making you quiet down, “Sorry, Chaeyoung-ah…” You whispered in excitement,