Crush

Pretty Little Eyes (that I hate)

Part Three


"Sign it," came the arrogant demand as a folder and pen were shoved in front of my face. I was sitting down, talking to some classmates before class started when the geeky princess walks in. 

"I'm sorry, no autographs at the moment," I decline and go back to my conversation, seeing Taemin scoff from the corner of my eye. I only look because he's a stubborn little minx and I'm curious to what he'll do. I was not, however, expecting him to push my chair, just enough so that he could get in between the desk and me. He begins feeling up my whole chest, hands fumbling around, hurriedly going down to my pants.

And oh my god, I know his drive is off the charts and that he's the kinkiest person I've ever met, but even this must have been new. In public? With an ex? 

He stops seconds later after he reaches into my pocket and takes out my wallet, opening it up to look at it and then throws it back onto my lap. He scoots off, now writing something down onto his paper before shoving it into my face again, "Sign it," he demands, once again, but this time he actually has my attention.

"What the is it, and who gave you the right to touch me as you please? Didn't you get enough last night?" I question, yanking the papers out of his hand to look them over. It was the first draft to our assignment, only my name missing and under the blank spot, my address written hastily, which I can assume is the information he had needed from my wallet.

Did he really go ahead and do it all himself? I was a bit thankful, a bit guilty, if I was being honest, but I'm quick to hide those emotions on my face.

"What I get or don't get is none of your business, just sign your name so that I can turn this in when Kwon seonsaengnim comes in," he finished his request and I have no other objections before I take the pen and sign my name.

We don't talk for the rest of class, which is normal, but I still feel slightly guilty I didn't participate in the draft. That is until I'm quickly reminded, by myself, that it isn't really my fault at all. I told Taemin we could reschedule and instead of hitting me up for a different day we never spoke again since that night, it's been two weeks, was I just supposed to remember myself? Totally not my fault he decided getting into some was a better way to spend his time than working to finish out project together.

After reassuring myself I wasn't the one at wrong here, I am happy to hear the bell and freedom is so close to being mine, but, yet again a small hand grips at my arm and I turn around ready to give my best snarky remark, but, unexpectedly, it’s not Taemin that’s hanging onto it at the other end. 

Instead I see a shy-looking boy who I have honestly never seen before, yet I get the sense that I know him solely based on the fact that this boy is so incredibly similar to Taemin. 

As soon as my eyes met his, his eyes shot down, as if it was far too nerve-wracking to look at me directly, I could only find it… cute.

“H-hyung, I heard that you were- er- I- I was looking - I mean-” I thought if I let him continue he would be able to form a sentence, but I was proven wrong as I waited and ended up with a string of words that made no sense.

“Do I know you?” I ask, instead, hoping that a question would prompt him better responses. He looks back up at me shocked, but goes straight back down.

“I- I wasn’t sure if you’d remember, but I confessed to you two years ago, and you said that you were already in a relationship, but I- I heard you guys broke up last year,” 

Actually, I didn’t remember. Not at all. I only asked to be polite, but I was certain I’d never met this boy before. Seeing as how shy he was around me, I couldn’t help but want to bring him under my arms and coo. 

I wonder if he knew that the guy I had been dating at the time was standing directly behind him, ‘reading’ a book, except not really. I could tell just from a side glance that he wasn’t paying attention to that book at all, especially since it was upside down. But- why was he here? Class had been dismissed ages ago now. 

“I- er, I’m sorry,” I apologize, because I genuinely did feel bad for turning him down, “is there anything I can do for you now?” I know I can be dense at times- but I really didn’t know if he was asking me out or not. I mean if he heard we broke up a year ago, why come now? Therefore I really didn’t know what he wanted.

“I- I was wondering if maybe I could have a chance now, I wanted to make sure that your break up was serious and you guys wouldn’t be back together within a week or something, like everybody else said. And I didn’t want to be a rebound- I wanted to wait until I knew you’d be ready for a real relationship again, hyung,” 

This kid was sweet, really sweet, and if anyone knew me, they knew my weak point was a sweet kid. It had been my downfall with Taemin too, except that turned out to be the biggest loud-mouth I know (surpassing Key at times too).

At the end of the day, there was no reason for me to say no, he was cute, I was single, and I was ready to mingle.

“On one condition,” I propose and his hopeful eyes dare to look at mine directly.

“Yes?”

“Tell me your name,” I wink and his smile is instantly lit up.

"Jongin,"

I could go for an ice cream date right about now.


A/N: 

Kill me now. I have so much I'm supposed to be doing but I can't get myself off of AFF (both reading and writing)....

At least I'm feeling happy~~

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Prissycatice
#1
Chapter 21: Hi there
I'm new here and I just can't help to read this fic cause I like it so much
why Taemin such a brat here, I want to smack his head and kiss his cheek, oh I don't know
I need to know what's next
So if you have free time or better mood, please update
Thank you
Shrysea
#2
Chapter 21: I'm so curious about what the Noonan said about Key. It doesnt seems like he has been rejected completely. If he lied about his Intel maybe that's because he is link to the dance universe by his family or past. She talked about competition. Maybe his family owned another dance academy... ahhh I like and dislike equally those mysteries ^^
I am sorry to read you are not happy right now in your life but happy that you can find some kind of support and comfort in writting and reading our comments!
To deal with your depression and bugging thought preventing you to write your story... why dont you write your dark thoughts as well? Not in order to publish them ( except if you want and need to) but to free your mind. Well for me that's working everytime I have a hudge grudge against someone or life ( feeling of anger, unfairness, deep sadness...) the only way to not endlessly ruminate this negativity are to write a letter to the person or even the thing bothering me. And once done I dont send it just it sooth me. Of course that wont erase the problem or my opinion on it but my feelings will be solaced and I will be able to think objectively and not feeling suffocated by chaotic feelings.

Hope It will be help and you will figure it out in a way or another. Dont hesitate to text me back if you want to talk more ;)

Ah ! Another thing: why is that I cant find your stories when I go on your profile page? I was able to find it only through comment history :(
Shrysea
#3
Chapter 20: Indeed Key is perfect!
Dmat17 #4
Chapter 21: So worried about Tae. I hope it all works out and that you’re ok too. ?
Dmat17 #5
Chapter 21: So worried about Tae. I hope it all works out and that you’re ok too. ?
Moemoetaem
#6
Chapter 21: For saying minho is being a jerk on last chapter Minho is thinking only himself too. Taemin just comin didn't know what happened before. And suddenly Minho's bestfriend got humiliated (taemin's fault) and so Minho stand up and get dragged and suddenly said to taemin you should come up to me and forget your dream. Again! Never talk it out first with Taemin. Taemin only have one dream after so long he sacrified everything (include being kind) and a step away to reach his ONLY dream he just want Minho to be beside him (forget about kai being ) but minho find it easy to say to taemin to burn your dream! It's different with jongkey case. Also if you read it again from prev chapters from taemin side you should understand what he think back then when they got break up. I would say there are always a reason why a person being rotten and destroyed. Taemin got trauma from the past? So now he'll do anything to get minho by his side. So that's why taemin's like playing with minho when they got back first time because he afraid of getting break up again? Anyway this story isn't ended yet so I might be wrong. But the author already tell the story from both side.
Moemoetaem
#7
Chapter 21: I want you to know that even the you just updated the story it makes jump off the bed and happy about it. But even so you can write anytime as long as you get sleep enough. Don't feel burdened. Anyway back to the story, I do remember you said taemin isn't being truthful. And it's coming on this chapter. But I guess there are more?
TamaoHime
#8
Chapter 21: Health comes first! (of course, if writing helps your health, please do so :P ) and take as long as you need (look at me, I update every 6 months or more and somehow still have readers, go figure)

The chapter was not bad, it was dramatic! things are getting interesting. (Kai is an @$$)

Also, no calling the story ty. You are hereby not allowed to think negative thoughts about this story *angry pouty face*
2min1212
#9
Chapter 21: Take care of your health ?
Beau1996 1345 streak #10
Chapter 21: Please take care of yourself - it's so hard to get out of your head sometimes?!
Kai is really stirring the pot!!