He’s walking him back home although it’s still afternoon . Jeonghan haven’t said anything after the man’s sudden words earlier , he was surprised there but he choose not to expect anything from him cause right now , he’s afraid to get his fragile heart breaks twice . 

“ I had fun having my morning coffee with you .” Jeonghan said out as he stood by his apartment door , his simple smile after that made seungcheol’s heart softened .

 Did someone tell him how freaking beautiful his smile is?! 

“ Me too , at least I came all the way here with benefit .” He rubbed the back off his head as he said that , Jeonghan nodding with warm smile . 

“ Beside , Thank you for walking me till home , you’re so kind .”

He’s pulling off the scarf now , Seungcheol looking at him without words , eyes admiring him , he’s handing it to him , his pale hands reddened due the coldness , his nose too and underneath his eyes .

He’s shivering though . 

Seungcheol took it there . 

“ You’re welcome , if you need anything don’t hesitate to give me a call okay ?!”

Jeonghan looking to him for a while there as soon he flushed and looked down . 

*Nod*nod*

He get inside , waved for the man that walked further , he waved back with soft smile as when the younger shut the door , Seungcheol wrapped the gray scarf around his neck . 

“ It smell so sweet , just like him .”

He’s so soft , fragile , pale and his skin become reddened when he’s cold or embarrassed . 

“ I never met a man so beautiful and feminine like him , I actually never thought that someday I will describe a man as beautiful “ he admit there , eyes softening .

” i didn’t lie when I said I might be okay with same gender too .”

🌷🦋💕

He’s sitting on bathtub felled with warm relaxing water , eyes blank and cheek flushing red .  

“ Why do I feel somehow happy that I met Seungcheol , I-if it weren’t for him I might have lost myself .” 

He pulled his knee to his chest , tears willed around his beautiful eyes . 

“ I’m scared to repeat the same mistake again .” 

He meant falling in love with a straight man again , never knowing that Seungcheol will be more different then any straight man he met before . 

He’s wiping his following tears , sniffled there innocently . 

“ I-think that I don’t deserve being in relationship , it won’t go well I knew my bad luck .” 

He went out after drying himself well and wearing warm over-sized hoodie and nothing really down but black boxer . 

Snuggled under his blanket after lying down on his bed , held his phone and his eyes widened once he saw a message from someone he pretty knew much . 

Open the door , i’m Right in front of your apartment ~

A childhood friend , who’s part of making his life more happier as he think , Jeonghan ran over before opening the door , was pulled in warm tight hug there and next thing he smelled is that usual alcohol . 

“ Y-you’re heavy gyu~.” He whined , pouted soon as he tried so hard supporting the tall huge man with his fragile slim body and once he reached to the sofa , he released the man and he fell there blank and dazed on sofa .

“ Why are you drunk again ?!”  

Jeonghan really hate when he see his friend so drunk like this , and he’s sure that he get dumbed again . 

“ S-She ran away when i tried doing it from behind .” 

Jeonghan flushed . 

“ Y-you’re crazy ..most of woman doesn’t like this .” 

His friend blank there . 

“ B-But Hannie , I get eager ..” 

Jeonghan couldn’t believe t