My thoughts are bad

My heart is dark

My brain is corrupt

My body is burned

I’m ugly

Trust me, you don’t want me

I’m tainted by my pains

A shell’s all that remains

I was broken

You were forspoken

I needed someone

You were the one

You were the one

The one that knew how to have fun

You shook up my life

And let me experience new strife

You were the one

The one who left me there

There, the place where worse memories were made

And you let my soul fade

You were the one

The one to get angry

Your anger started every fight

And your anger stabbed me that night

You were the one

The one to take the gun

The gun that would end all

And make my blood fall

You were the one

The one I chose to love

That love was a beautiful curse

And I still love you

I love you, bang

You just never knew, bang

Cause I never told you, bang

I close my eyes…

Reach out my hand…

And fall back into the black…

I love you

You reach out your hand…

You embrace me…

Cry into my shoulder…

You’re sorry

I know

I forgive you

I open my mouth…

I want to tell you I forgive you

I want to tell you I’m not angry or sad

I want to tell you you’re the best thing that came into my life

I want to tell you all this but I don’t have much strength now

So I’ll say it all in as few words as possible before I fade out

I open my eyes…

I look into your blurred eyes

I open my hand…

I wipe your tears

I open my mouth…

I say all that I want in as few words as I can before I fade

"I loved you…and I still do."