It’s hard to tell my mind I don’t love you

When my heart cries out 'yes you do'

Everyday I deny the facts

And hide my hearts cracks

You whispered into my heart

Told me you were my missing part

You kissed my soul

I loved you with my whole

I live a tragedy of my hearts desire

You've burned me worse than any fire

But I don’t know what you’re talking about

Cause I’ve already found the one I cant live without

I want you: for days, years, eternity

Love is unconditional for me

But that’s not true for you is it?

You threw a fit

You said so many hurtful words

I want to cut our connected cord

The cord that connects my heart to yours

Yet I'm unable to, for my love still pours and pours

A painfully disfigured waterfall of emotions

I hate you, I love you

I no longer know which words are true

I'm lost and don’t want to be found

My voice no longer makes a sound

My colors are no longer vibrant and alive

You’re my everything

Turned to nothing

I feel empty and dead

I’ve lost all thoughts in my head

Disfigured and paralyzed

I’ve come to realize

You’re the only one in my eyes

Yet I'll forever wish you weren’t

I’ll wish you weren’t the one to hurt me

I’ll wish you weren’t the one to push me to insanity

I’ll wish you weren’t the one I want but can’t have

I’ll forever wish for impossible things

For you...I’ll continue to disillusion myself

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