I just wanna remember
Tainted Poems
I just wanna remember when a smile was always on my face
Childish eyes twinkled as I walked
Laughing as I talked
Everyone smiled back
I just wanna remember
Remember when I was light
And a frown never was present
I've changed for the worse
My smiled has disappeared
My face turned monotone (unchanging)
When did I become like this?
Looking back- when'd I last smile? (I can't remember)
Remember when I arrived and friends greeted me
Warmth from everyone’s faces
Surrounded by close friends
Laughter filling the room completely
Food passed around happily
Remember when I was light
And a frown never was present
I've changed for the worse
What happened to those friends?
We've drifted apart
Best friends turned to acquaintances
Looking back- when'd we last talk? (I can't remember)
Everyday living corpse, I'm already dead (you call that living?)
I'm so lonely lonely lonely
I can't smile even if I want to
Weighted down by unknown sadness
Smiling face becomes heavy
I just wanna remember when a smile was always on my face
Childish eyes twinkled as I walked
Laughing as I talked
Everyone smiled back
I just wanna remember
I just wanna remember my young youth
I just wanna remember my lost energy
I just wanna remember
Before destiny weighted me down with this heavy heart
Back to being a light hearted kid filled with oblivion
Never knowing a cloudy day...
I just wanna remember
I just wanna remember
Remember
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