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"After 5 years guys ano iniisip niyo? Magsasama parin ba tayo?" random tanong ni Minzy sa ating apat na nasa room mo. 

"Ewan ko, feel ko gagawa pa din tayo ng music kasi dun tayo sumasaya" simpleng sagot ni Bom

"I think nga magpapakasal una si unnie Chaerin eh, kesa sa inyo bom-unnie and dara-unnie, you know she's a private person di natin alam may ka-forever na siya yieeeess" singit ni mingkki

"Ahhahahhaha uhmmm, ..." panimula ko dahil wala pa akong maisip, pero sinalo mo ako.

"Parehas kami nila Bom we will continue to make music and I think maging together fourever naman talaga tayo, right Baby Rin?" sabay ngiti at tingin sa akin. 

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I'll wake you up with some
Breakfast in bed
I'll bring you coffee
With a kiss on your head
And I'll take the kids to school
Wave them goodbye
And I'll thank my lucky stars
For that night

Kahit alam ng lahat na napakaprivate ko na tao pero i do like to have my own family pero, right know sa mga nangyari ngayon, even the stars knew what are these feelings i choose to avoid, sa ngayon habang pwede pa hinigpitan ko lalo yung yakap ko. Iniisip ko kasi what if huli na to di na kita makita , mayakap, makasama tingin ko di ko makakaya.

I'm so in love with you
And I hope you know
Darling, your love is more than worth its weight in gold
We've come so far, my dear
Look how we've grown
And I wanna stay with you
Until we're grey and old
Just say you won't let go
Just say you won't let go

You held my hand, you squeezed my arms . Then there I feel all the unsaid feelings towards each others were expressed thru our tears. 

Before we met, naalala mo pa ba yung inakala mong nagkatampuhan kami ni dad? When Harin Visited me? Siya lang may alam sa nararamdaman ko eh, we talked about you. 

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"achi, do you really love her?" 

"mahal ko siya harin, but there are mountains that I can't cross kasi guguho yung tagal naming ginawa.I can't love her..the RULES.." 

"Tanginang rules yan , achi THAT'S WHY I PREFER TO STAY AT JAPAN, EH WE CAN BE FREE WE CAN LOVE WHOM WE LOVE, kaya ayoko magenter ng entertaiment eh nakatututok lahat sila, lalo na sa pagkadapa mo" gigil na pagkasabi ni Harin

"that's why i'm going back to LA para naman madivert ko attention ko dun. I'll be busy, maybe i'm just attached lang sa kanya kasi she's with me most of the time" kalmadong sagot ko . 

"achi, sorry for this pero when are you going to release yourself out of this dungeon, i know you are doing what you love, but allowing them to hold back your true feelings towards WHO you love? Tingin ko Achi, you're going to regret this sooner or later. You even told me that "if i'll be going to invest time for anything, it will be me . And I will take control of my life"  ikaw ba when are you going to do things for your own not for the wants of others? Ewan ko lang achi, its your choice naman din i can't control you mas kilala mo siya, lalo ka na alam mo sarili mo, basta kung san tingin mo na mas sasaya ka. Susupportahan kita." 

 I dont know why bat ang late ko naabsorb lahat ng nangyayari, i dont know if i'm too late for it but... Naputol pagmumuni ko when you held my hand and lead me to sit in the swing and looked at me in the eyes. 
 
Ngumiti ka, you said "Hi" 

Mukha tayong mga gaga na parang di naman tayo nagsama simula kanina, ayun we smiled together and dagdag mo

 "....you know i missed this namiss ko 'to, yung tawa mo, yung mga mata mo na pinakaayaw mo pero gandang ganda ako, yung buong ikaw, hinahanap ko ramdam ko minsan na okay ka lang ba, di mo ba kami namimiss dito, naalala ko nga na mas gusto mong tumira don, habang ako gusto ko lang dito, there are times i want to go where you are pero- -"

 napatila ka dahil tinikom ko mga labi mo cause i saw your eyes, tears are about to escape from your eyes.

"napaka-ingay mo ssantokki, alam ko naman na miss mo ako, I always ask for an update kay jjangmae about your whereabouts, appointments and whatsoever, remember na inakala mong may jowa siyang kausap sa phone? That was me, alam ko kasi aatake yang anxiety attacks mo. I also asked some of your friends, and of harin's na ichcheck ka from time to time in case your starting to feel lonely again. But this time I won't ask for any updates, I don't want to receive calls from them, I want it all from you 'cause
 uhm... I missed you my Ssantokki..I really do..."

then i looked down because i dont want you to see me blushing in this bright night. Then I saw your feet in front of me, you looked at my chubby face and smiled...

While the song was still playing you reached out  your hand and i gladly gave my hand on yours, my left hand on your right shoulder, actually i pulled you closer and I actually lead the slow dance that you should do, kasi i know you ain't a good slow dancer bc mas alam ko kasi yan but i know you did this to make this moment romantic. I pulled you closer, ibinaon ko mukha ko sa mga balikat mo, I inhaled your scent, that i used to smell whenever i hugged you from behind, i know you loved that, and I'm willing to have more moments with you and try to take you where you should belong.

I wanna live with you
Even when we're ghosts
'Cause you were always there for me
When I needed you most

I'm gonna love you 'til
My lungs give out
I promise 'til death we part
Like in our vows
So I wrote this song for you
Now everybody knows
That it's just you and me
Until we're grey and old
Just say you won't let go
Just say you won't let go

Just say you won't let go
Oh, just say you won't let go

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