hi,

how have you been? i know i ask you this a lot. now even more than when we were a thing. how ironic. all i've been doing is tell you things from my month. and it's not like the things i do are particularly entertaining or even interesting. my selfishness is showing. kind of funny becuase all my letters do just that- tell you about the things i do, this one won't be any different. 

i will be starting school next month! i'm more nervous than i am excited, but hey, at least i'm about to do something that could keep me going. 

to be honest, i haven't been doing anything. i mostly stay in my apartment and do whatever there is to do, which by the way, there's always none. hyewon unnie comes over sometimes and we either order takeout or go out and do stuff. we went to everland last week! i think we ate more food than ride amusement rides. i tried to stop hyewon unnie from buying too much food since it's just the two of us and you how food inside amusement parks are pricier than usual, but she didn't listen. hyewon unnie has money to spend alright. 

there's not much i could tell you. chaeyeon unnie is fine. so is eunbi unnie. yena and yuri unnie are the same. nako unnie is doing well. everyone's fine, i think. as for me, i'm not quite sure.

i'm bored! on some days, i get the urge to do something, but then i would look at the clock and realize it's already late and i've spent the whole day contemplating whether or not do anything. in the end, i just sleep. i'm starting to think i shouldn't have quit