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black shield • jeonghan x seungcheol
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"So..." Jeonghan began as he stared at Seungcheol's tired eyes. "I understand now that I've been kind of selfish. You know, interrupting your life, making things hard for you with your personal affairs." He stood up straighter and stiffened his back as Seungcheol saw him steeling his resolve. "So I think it would be a good idea if you took tonight off. I promise I won't call you and bother you. So you can have some time with Luda. To try and fix things, or whatever..." Jeonghan's nerve was quickly drained and Seungcheol watched his eyes drop to the ground.

 

He took a deep breath as he got ready to make the biggest move of his life. Wonwoo was right. Hints and clues, innuendo and confusion, mixed messages and repressed feelings was all Seungcheol had offered Jeonghan and it was pathetic. It wasn't doing either of them any good. It dawned on Seuncheol that he hadn't even told Jeonghan that he broke with with Luda. He reached out and Jeonghan's cheek gently before turning his face up. As their eyes met he saw only hurt and confusion in Jeonghan's deep chocolate irises and it was enough to make Seungcheol break.

 

"It's over with Luda," he said gently as he searched Jeonghan's face for understanding. "But you said you felt nothing for me..." Jeonghan's bottom lip trembled as his eyes began to brim and Seungcheol leaned in and pressed their lips together gently.

 

"It was a lie," he said as they broke apart. "The truth is I'm so overwhelmed. I have so many feelings for you, they're confusing and frightening and exciting, and I feel like I'm drowning in them."

 

He took a deep breath and as he inhaled he felt a sudden clarity.

 

"But I'm sure about one thing. My feelings, confusing as they are, they're real Jeonghan and I'm not going to hold back anymore."

 

His hands melted into soft blond hair and his plump lips met Jeonghan's in a deep kiss. Their bodies pressed together as he let instinct take over his consciousness. Seungcheol finally let go of everything holding him back from acting on his feelings and as Jeonghan began to kiss him back he felt it again.

 

 

"What's it like to want someone so bad that you just can't wait to get your hands all over them?"

 

Now Seungcheol knew for sure.

 

 

 

Jeonghan parted his lips a little and it was enough to encourage Seungcheol. He pushed his tongue inside Jeonghan's mouth and tasted his tongue gently. It was sweet and soft and tasted of mint candy. It was addictive. His emotions overwhelmed him again as Seungcheol pushed Jeonghan again

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fullofwish 1544 streak #1
Chapter 62: Interesting how that whole "relationship exposure" seemed to have blown over a bit after just declining to comment on it.

Haha, Jeonghan being an accidental matchmaker. Guess Seungkwan is gonna love yoga! Seokmin can't hold a note (in this universe) so he got into sports, that's a funny thought. Very cute drabble. ^^
fullofwish 1544 streak #2
Chapter 61: A sweet end with a sweet new kitten. Jeongcheol's love is lovely. ♡ Good to see Jisoo has new priorities and a life of his own beyond Jeonghan now, too. I really enjoyed reading.
fullofwish 1544 streak #3
Chapter 60: All's well that ends well. They're all safe and secure and surrounded by good people who they adore and appreciate.
fullofwish 1544 streak #4
Chapter 59: As reckless as it may have been, if Seungcheol had stayed out, it may not have ended so easily. Commanding someone unhinged to surrender is a long-shot. He may have hurt Hannie and/or himself instead, knowing he was cornered. Cheol sneaking in bypassed that chance, thankfully, so nothing worse could happen.

Now, aside from the media, they can get some peace. Being publicly outed and their relationship exposed seems like nothing they can't handle now.
fullofwish 1544 streak #5
Chapter 58: Damn, he almost escaped. Being tased a second time and falling down the stairs though, . He could be seriously hurt. Definitely need some outside intervention now. Hopefully they take Hansol by surprise though, so he can't hold Jeonghan as a hostage.
fullofwish 1544 streak #6
Chapter 57: Oh, he's that kind of crazy. The type where you almost feel sorry for him. He really lives in a delusional world where he'll get his way after all this and live happily ever after with Seungkwan somehow. When in reality, best case scenario is he'll be kept in a mental institution somewhere.

Jeonghan certainly isn't the damsel in distress, he's smart and crafty too. Even while slightly injured. Maybe he will get himself out of this situation before anyone else can save him.
fullofwish 1544 streak #7
Chapter 56: Yeah, that definitely wasn't the time and place for a Jisoo/Mingyu moment. They were so damn room-illiterate it's shocking.

But what matters is that Seungcheol is pissed off and determined, so there's no doubting he will do what he said and bring Hannie home.
fullofwish 1544 streak #8
Chapter 55: The only thing worse than a psycho stalker creep that makes threats is a clever psycho stalker creep who follows through on threats. It's a relief if there wasn't actually a bomb and he really meant it when he said he wouldn't hurt Jeonghan. Though tasing someone certainly seems to go against that. But he really went to the lengths of basically domestic terrorism and kidnapping to support his idol. Ffs.
fullofwish 1544 streak #9
Chapter 54: So it's the (relative) calm before the storm. As ed up as it is to have your personal life exposed like that, not completely on your own terms, guess there's something in the idea that genuine fans will stick around and he'd lose the toxic ones. Ironically, maybe gain a bit more freedom than other idols. Being unashamed of being in a relationship, and with a man at that. (Thankfully/sadly, because it's fiction, we can believe it will be more accepted.)

Just. Hopefully once that creep sees he has no power, he will give up. Not escalate to something more dangerous.
fullofwish 1544 streak #10
Chapter 53: "Junhui, who was really feeling himself dressed in Jeonghan's Gucci," hahaha, Junnie making the best of the situation.

Speaking of, looks like Mingyu and Jisoo know how to do that too! Didn't take them long lol. Just a little wine for bravery maybe.
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