Okay so I had a lot to learn but it was okay because I had Yoongi there by my side so I could get through anything that was thrown at me.
I would make it,I could do this.
For him.
I would do anything for him.
'You don't need to be scared you know' he said, it was as if he could sense it, actually he probably could 'it's perfectly normal to be of course but there's no need to be'
'I know' I replied trying to sound as reasuring as possible.
'Tomorrow we'll start' he said.
'As early as that?'
'The sooner the better and all that' he replied, he did have a point I guess, if I was going to help him then I would need to be ready as soon as possible.
He kissed me.
'You're going to be amazing' he said.
'Not as amazing as you' I said.
'That was so cheesy' he chuckled and he kissed me.
'Wow I feel lucky' I teased.
'Well good because you are, but right now you need to rest,your body is still changing and developing so take it easy okay?'
I nodded and moved over in the bed.
'Lay with me?' I asked him.
;Of course' he snuggled down next to me and I squished into him as much as I couldand sighed happily.
For the first time ina long time,I was actually looking forawrd to tomorrow
Bring it on.
We went out the next night.
'While the sun might not harm you in the long run, you'll still be sensitive to it for a while when you're new' Yoongi explained.
I shrugged 'fair enough so what's first?'
'Well, that should probably be how to stay calm around humans. The lust for blood is always worse when newly changed'
'And when does it get easier to control?' I asked.
'It's never easy, you just learn how to adapt' he said.
'How long did it take you?'
He paused 'too long' he said finally.
'I think I'll be okay' I said 'I mean I was okay at it when I was human, I think, maybe, I don't know' I said at last.
He smiled 'you'll be just fine, I promise. I won't let anything bad happen to you no matter what it is'
'I know you won't' I said and I leant my head on his shoulder 'come on then, let's go' I added and started on my way.
'Are you absolutely sure about this?' he asked and I nodded.
'Of course I am, besides you're the one that said the sooner the better'
He sighed 'I know but-'
'I'll be fine Yoongi' I cut him off and smiled.
'Well here's something I never thought I'd see' said a voice behind me.
I saw Yoongi tense up.