after mom and dad told me about the problem, i became absentminded . Im trying to figure out  what will i do to help them . GOD! Im not ready to let go of everything we have . I need to find solution to this, the sooner the better.

"eunbi?" i heard nayeon's voice."eunbi?" she called again.

"huh?" i asked 

she look at me confuse . by the way we are here at the school cafeteria for our lunch .

"what's eating you up ?" dahyun asked "you're not yourself lately " 

maybe i need to tell them , maybe they can help me . i cant do this alone , i need help.

so i dont have any choice but to tell them what is happening to me and my family.

"what?" they said in chorus

"ssshhhh" i hushed. " please lower your voice . someone might hear us" i dont want someone to know about our status ... not yet . i dont want them to look down on me.

" so how can we help you with this ?" nayeon asked corcerned

"i need money" i answered "can you lend me some ?" i asked them 

" as much as i wanted to help you babe . i dont have that big money to lend " mina said

"me too " dahyun 

"and me too" nayeon said sadly

where can i borrow that big amount of money ?

"but maybe we can lend you a little " nayeon said 

"thank you nayeon" 

"okay i have a little savings too . It might not enough but it can help you" mina said 

i felt like im going to cry anymoment because of my friends . we're but we still have soft heart sometimes.

"uhm eunb-yah ?"  dahyun called me " im sorry i dont really have cash or savings right now because i bought a new car "

i smiled at her showing her that i understand "it's ok dahyun-ah"

"but i can sell it----"

"oh no no no please dont" i cutted whatever that she's going to say. i know its her dream car . she saved all her money just to buy that car.

we counted all the money from their savings . all in all .

"one million three hundred forty " mina sadly say after we counted the money

"ugh its still not enough " i said

"how much exactly do you need ?" nayeon asked

" my dad borrowed 70 million from his friends and we sold our lot in the province " i answered  her " plus the money you lend me . all in all we gathered 86million so we stil need 64 million "

" gosh ! its stil huge " even dahyun cant believe it

"wait" mina suddenly said " how about we asked jackson's help ?" 

jackson is my ex boyfriend. he still cant moved on and he still want to get us back . we've been together for almost eight to nine months , not sure anymore.

"no way" 

"hes so rich . he can help you solve your problem ."

"hello mina. his dad is the one who's rich and not him . he still doesnt have the rights to their company not until he become responsilble"

and jackson is nayeon's cousin. so she knew him so well . and knowing jackson. he doesnt have sense of responsibility

"so delete him to the list of people who can help you" mina said 

"how about jin ?" 

"jin who?" mina asked 

"duh ?" dahyun said  rolling her eyes " the guy whos head over heels to eunbi " 

"that guy. the stalker one?" asked nayeon 

"bingo" dahyun said

"oh please not him " i rolled my eyes " he wants commitment and i dont . so delete him in the option. plus he's possesive"

they start thinking again . and suddenly the bell rang . It means lunch is over and so with the search operation to who can help me .

we went to our class and honestly i didnt understand what the proffe