1. Just Another Boring Life

Have you ever wonder, why can a life be so boring ? 

Or

Maybe you just let everything happens without truly know the real purpose of why it has to be happen ?

If you don't then you are one of those people who absolutely living a boring life and just accept it anyway. 

But for me ?

Well.. I used to be like that, but i'm sick of it now. 

Honestly, my life aren't that bad. You can say... i am more in the lucky side.

I have jobs even when i haven't even finish my college, i have many friends, eventhough only a few that are truly is a friend, my famly is still complete and living peacefully under the same roof, my grade at college were always good, really good actually,

BUT

I'm just getting bored of it.

I am thankful for that, but i feel there's something missing from my life. I feel....

Lonely.

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16 September 2018

"Ya ! Chaeng ! Wake up !" a roaring voice suddenly hits me when i was enjoying my not so long resting time since last night.

I was finishing some deadline last night, untill around 3 am. It was tiring, but it is the risk of being a college student and also an employee.

"It's 7.15 am !! When is your class ?" 
"It's at 9 mommmmm" i whine cuz i actually still have 15 minutes to sleep.

"Oh right. I thought it is at 8." she apologize. "It's okay mom, thanks for waking me up by the way." i smile while my eyes still closed.

"But i'm sorry i just stole 5 minutes of your sleep." her voice sounds weak, she must be feel guilty. I heard my door being drag to be closed, but i call her again before she completely closed it.

"No problem mom, i still love you."

It sounds cheesy right ? But at least i can show my mom how thankful i am for having her in my life.

I rarely at home nowadays, i barely ever see my mom or my dad moreover my brother. I go to college early, and back home late. So if i get this kind of occasion to say 'thank you' and 'love you' to mom, then i'll make sure not to miss it.

After preparing myself, and drink a glass of coffee, yes i need caffein after the long night yesterday, i took my car key and get into my car.

"Bye mom ! Love you !" i say goodby