"lets go to my room " he said and i felt like a train just run over me  i was brought back to reality , i cant do this!! and i am not suppose to be kissing my boss , wake up y/n this is not meant to be happening to you , your here just to make a living and survive this ty life remember !

" n_no i can't " and i run to my room , cursing myself a thousand time for the stupid deed i just commited , and yes i am an idiot , why did let him kiss me why !! y/n u are an idiot , i was in the bed hitting my head trying to find some selfcomfert in torturing myself for what i did .

i wake up in the morning still feeling ashamed of myself , but there was another feeling which overshadowed the first one which is hanger and as much i didn't want to see Donghae but this girl here need to eat and she need to eat now so i patted myself on the beck and walked out of the room heading to kitchen and praying for my lucky stars to not bump into the Devil , and i did not . i looked around and i didn't find much ,just the basics , juice batter strawberry jam and eggs , so made fried eggs for me and Mr arrogante , i mean i was in his house the least i can do is show some gratitude for the man . suddenly i felt this presence behind my back i turned to find Donghae standing to close for my heart to handle then he leaned a bit closer and picked behind me 

"you made breakfast great" he said with thet husky y morning voice of his , damn it man ! i gulped really hard 

"yes , do you want some ?" and he nodded his head and sat on the table , placed his plat in front of him and put mine on table elso and took a site opposite him , at this point i didnt give a  i just wanted to eat really but as i was eating i felt his eyes on me , i left my eyes slowly to meet his 

"what ?" i asked , why he was looking at me like this ,i was genuinely interested , and he smirked 

" you did you run last night , you could've just said you didn't like it !" what !! oh my god is that what he think of me , some sort of a  ! someone slap me in the face please .i knot started to form in my throat and i felt like crying , no y/n you can not cry he is an asshol and he doesnt deserve you tears 

" Mr Lee i am not what you think of me , some who's interested in your money or status , i am not here to entertain you of fulfill your desires, i am not a toy that you can play with and throw aways when your bored with it ..... Mr Lee please understand i a just a simple girl trying to make it through this ing life , i dont want ...... any drama" any my voice was lost i couldt carry anyfucther eben though i had alot to say 

Donghae's pov

" i don't want any drama" he said barely her voice audible and her tears  started falling , it is my fault i made her cry , it was not my attention especially at this time , i am a moron for making her sad , i am sorry y/n i didn't mean to make you cry . as she started to cry her words were lost and every tears drop made another hole in my heart , i moved from my chair and kneeled in front of her but she covered her face with her hands , but moved it away and pulled her up with me as i stood up and hugged her , she kept sobbing and hitting my chest sometimes but then after few second she relaxed in my arms 

y/n pov

i found myself crying more than i should , i was crying a lot of tears more than he deserved , but i guess those were tears of frustration and sadness , tears of disappointment and grief , i was mad at my self and my faith , why all this ty thing keeps happening to me , why its always me who suffer and face mean people , why i had to be working with an arrogant mean selfish rude boss like Donghae , i don't care what he feels toward me  because i he shows me is  rubbish and i am so sick of it all , whatever game you are playing LEE DONGHAE please stop it now .

he pulled me in his huge and i kept crying , i covered my face because i didn't want him to see me so weak and defeated , he hugged me so hard that i was breathing his beautiful sente which sent soothing a feeling  on my being .he kept calming down intile i relaxed in his arms , i did hit him few times though i am not gonna lie i would've choked him if i could he made me so frustrated .

when i completely calmed down he piled  himself off of me and looked in my now swollen eyes 

"i am sorry y/n i didn't mean to make you cry " and he patted my head 

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the rest of the day just went by like that we didn't do much just chilling on the couch watching movies , we were watching a daniel day lewis movie called Phantom Thread which tells the story of the british Designer  renom Reynolds Woodcock ,it was a wonderful story . suddenly Donghae rested his head on my lap and i gasped from his hasty movement

" dont worry i a not gonna bite you " he said which didn't help on calming my racing heart , what  in the name of god you are doing LEE DONGHAE ! this man in indeed a mystery i could never predict what he is gonna do next , and what he did next was one of them , he grabbed my hand and put in in his hair as if he was telling me to play with his hair and i did , what can i say he looked cute ! .

as the movie carried on we were both into and yes he was still lying there his head on my lap  

" y/n you should be going now , this guy is so ed up anyway  just like me "he was referring to daniel day-lewis character in the movie .

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he dropped e in front my apartment and without saying a word he just left , i stood there watching his care drive away still puzzled about this inexplicable man  , i walked few steps towards the building entry and to my surprise i found the moving company truck parked there , and as soon they saw me , one of the guys approached me 

" good evening Miss y/n we are to help you move to your new apartment " ok creep how did you know i am y/n !! ughh LEE Donghae i am gonna kill you .

those guys were professionals and they did help me alot , i didn't have much stuff anyway. by 9:30 Pm i was on my way to the new place and i still couldn't believe i was actually doing it , i was moving out because donghae told me so , i was doing what he wanted me to do , oh my god what the hell you are doing y/n .

we reached the new building and my jaw dropped in awsat the view , it was far beyond what i expected , it was on the other side of the city , the rich sids where i rarely set foot there , the building was huge and classy , i would never in million year imagine myself living in place like this , Dear god what did i get myself into.

everything was in the new apartment , neatly stacked  , the place looked amazing and clean , the workers has left after helping me with everything , then unexpectedly i heard the doorbell !! who on earth would come to see me , not only the hour was so late but i literally have no one to visit me  .i open the door and i was 

LEE FREAKING DONGHAE !!

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