A/N: This isn't an update, I'm so sorry if you saw this and thought it was! I know it's been a while, I've just been considering what to do and I think I've finally decided.

I've decided to end this here and write a sequel since:

1) The storyline's entering a different plot without much transition (with Heejin being an idol) and so the summary wouldn't fit it anymore

2) I haven't updated in months and I'm not even sure if people still care about this fic

3) I wanna skip forward about two years and it'd seem out of place in this format

4) And the last chapter fits as an ending.

The sequel's gonna be called 'circling' so please read it when it finally comes! It might take a week, a month, but I promise it's coming. I love this fic a lot and I've prewritten too much to just give up on it entirely. A preview of it is in my drabble collection under the same name, so if you can't wait or you're wondering what it'll be like there it is!

Alright thank you, I'm sorry again.