Jessica’s pov

I wake up from my deep slumber. My head is heavy. I had headache. Yes, you got it right. I got drunk last night. I take aspirin for my headache. I look at the clock that place on the table beside my bed.

“7’o clock”

I get ready for my work before I will be late. If I am late my boss will kick me out. You guys may be wondering right now. Since I don’t want to be late, so I will tell you guys later.

I walk to my work place. When I reach, my co-worker is there, so I greet her

“good morning”

“morning to you too jessi” she greeted me back.

I put my lab coat on and enter the audiometric room. I work as an audiologist in a small clinic.

After long day of working, I finish my schedule. I am tired to dead but still I greeted good bye to my co-worker and went to the bar that I usually go.

I walk there, since I don’t have car and I don’t to spend any penny on taking a cab.

I went inside the bar. There bartender greeted me

“jessi, you are here, how is your day?”

I replied “same, work,”

“usual” she asked me.

I just nod my head. I don’t need to order, caused all the people working in the bar know me well since I am regular here.

After a minute, she passed me my drink. I drink it and paid it. You know before that I am light drinker, so I got drunk after the one sot. I went back to my apartment.

This is my usual activities. It repeats everyday. My life become so boring.

I went inside my bedroom and fall straight to my bed. I look at the table beside my bed and look at the portrait. Suddenly tears run down like a river. Everytime I look at that, I can’t help it. I tried to throw it but I can’t.

With that I fall to sleep

I drive my car in high speed. My eyes are blur with tears. I