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LET'S PLAY CUPIDLisa's POV
"Why is Jennie acting like that?, I wanted to shout but I kept it and buried it into the depths where no one could find. I was really perplexed the way she acted. It was the first time that she looked at me that way as if I did something very wrong to her. It was sorrow in her eyes and she never tried to hide it from me. It can't be. What was she trying to relay to me? Maybe they were having their fight again. Is she gonna come again tonight? The thought of it gave me chills. I'm not yet ready to talk to her again after what happened. But then, all I ever wanted to do at that moment was to comfort her, embrace her and tell her it's alright. Give her the comfort she needed to. She was so vulnerable, looking like that. I wanted to punch that smirking face of that girlfriend of hers. She had Jennie and Jisoo's taking her for granted. She's always hurting Jennie. Those were the lingering thoughts that haunted me while I was leading Rose out of the restaurant. I fought hard not to run to Jennie's side to take her out of this place. I told myself to gain self control at the time. I fought very hard not to squeeze Rose's hand as our hands were entertwined with each other. I looked down as to avoid that hurting look Jennie was giving me. It hurt me, that gaze. I didn't want to feel this way. I was feeling guilty. I was happy with someone else while she was suffering. I realized at the moment I wasn't all over her yet. I still love the old Jennie. Her smiles, her frowns, her tantrums, the hot headed girl I fell in love with the first time I laid my eyes on her.
But I have Rose now to take care of. I felt happy and secured whenever she's around. She's too sweet and kind and I don't want to hurt her either. I even forgot at times that I have this love for Jennie whenever
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