"I'm on my way Bambam," I said as I continued to talk to Bambam through the phone while walking my way back to my car. "Can't believe you're making me join you to plan a date for a girl," Bambam muttered causing me to roll my eyes.

"She's not just a girl. She's someone I actually want to be with," I said and couldn't help but to smile just picturing Y/N face. When she smiles... Aish I never expected something like this to ever happen... But here I am... Head over heels for a girl. 

"Anyways I gotta go, see you in a couple of minutes," I mumbled and I hung up right away.

I walked over to my car and just as I was close to my car door, I see Mia standing right then and there blocking the door. There was no way I could get in the car and avoid her even if I wanted to...

"Mia? What are you doing here?" I asked completely confused and the next thing I know she began throwing herself at me as usual. "I came to see you silly," she says smirking as she wrapped her arms around my neck.

"What?" was all I could say.

"Come and join me in my dorm," she flirts and I continued to look at her. "I can't, I have plans already," I said trying to gently push her away making her release her grip off of me and I could tell I already made her feel some type of way.

"Come on.," she says trying to seduce me and I couldn't but to shake my head disappointed. Ah, this girl just won't leave me alone.

"Admit it, you enjoy spending time with me," she says wrapping her arms around my neck again.

This girl just won't talk no as an answer.

"Yes fine I will admit we did have fun," I said trying to make her hear what she wants to her so she can let me be. Hopefully, after this, she can get lost. 

"Then walk me to my dorm, let me remind you how much fun we used to have," she says leaning closer to my face. I backed up a bit and tried to push her off again, but this time she had a stronger grip.

The next thing I know she pulls me and forces a kiss on my lips. As she was kissing me by force. I grabbed her by the waist and pushed her away trying hard not to hurt the girl.

"What are you doing?" I questioned her as she was finally off me and she smiles.

"Trying to remind you how much fun we had," she smirks and I rolled my eyes and walked to my car door finally having her out of my way. 

"Sorry but once again I'm not interested. Can't you find someone else to throw yourself at," I barked annoyed and got in my car and drove away? 

I don't care if I was rude. I don't want anyone besides Y/N. Lia was just trying to distract me from what really matters.

Lia is one less problem in my mind.

~

Your Point of View

(Listen to Let me Know by BTS while reading this AGH)

You were about to make the biggest mistake of your life! You were about to let Jackson in your life... You were about to let him be your one and only while you were probably the 20th girl on his list. You would have looked like a complete idiot... Wow to think Jackson really did like you... What a joke... You found a nearby bench in front of the campus and began to cry.

You've had crushes before and you've been hurt before but it was never like this. You never got close to your crushes and tried to spend time with them... You were always afraid they would hurt you. And here you are letting Jackson get to know you and here he is hurting you without even trying. You felt tears still streaming down your face. You pulled out your phone and looked at your contacts. You begin to see teardrops fall on your phone screen and you tried to wipe it away and tried to remain calm... But that was impossible.

You needed a friend right now... You clicked on his name and put your phone to your ear. After a couple of rings, he finally answered...

"I really need you right now... Please." You blurted out trying to contain yourself before you cried hysterically. 

"What's wrong?! I'm on my way now!" he says and he hangs up.

~

"Sorry for bothering you.." You mumbled as you looked down at your hands in front feeling like complete . You didn't mean to call Jaebum and drag him into your problems but you need someone to talk to...

"You didn't bother me. You know I am here for you no matter what the hell I'm doing," Jaebum says sitting next to you on his bed and you looked at him and tried to force a smile but it was no use.

"I thought he was different.." You choked and closed your eyes feeling more tears spill out of your eyes and Jaebum gently placed a hand on your back.

"Your crush?" Jaebum questions and you nodded. 

You felt Jaebum removing his hand off your back. As you opened your eyes you found Jaebum in front of you looking into your eyes and wiping your tears with his thumb.

"What did he do? Who is he? I'll ing fight him if I have to," Jaebum says getting angry and you couldn't help but smile a bit. Jaebum had no idea how thankful you are for having a friend like him. Although you rejected him, he was there for you no matter what the case was. 

"It's okay... I just-" before you could finish you began to cry more and Jaebum pulls you into a surprise hug. You wrapped your arms around his neck and began to cry on his shoulder. Jaebum pulls you closer and to be honest, this was exactly what you needed.

"It's okay, I'm here," Jaebum whispers as he gently rubs your back trying to calm you down.

After a while, you pulled away and looked at him.

"I am going to tell you who and what happened..." you said looking down at your hands. To be honest it might be a mistake to tell who the certain crush was, but at this point who cares? Jaebum has the right to know.

"Take all the time you need," Jaebum says holding on to one of your hands. You nodded and took a deep breath and began to speak.

"So... I never thought this day would happen but my crush is Jackson..." you mumbled and Jaebum's eyes widen. Just the reaction you were expecting from him. 

"We started to hang out and I couldn't help but to develop feelings for him.. I even shared my first kiss with him.." You blurted out as your voice got softer and softer and Jaebum could see how to hurt you were.

Just the memory of Jackson kissing you made your heart ache... You hated this so much. You hated how much you liked Jackson. You want to hate him. You want to hate his smile and his laugh. You want to hate how his eyes shine and how he can make any room brighter. But you can't and you don't think you ever will.

"I received flowers at my dorm... And he told me to meet him at 8 at the parking lot. I was excited... till... I saw.... Jackson kiss someone else.." You said and Jaebum looked angry.

"I'm going to kill him," Jaebum says getting up and you ran to him and looked into his eyes as you wrapped your arm around his waist trying to remain him calm. 

"No please." You begged and he just looks at you and sighs...

"Y/N he hurt you. He can't get away with this." Jaebum says and you nodded. Jaebum was right... But right now you didn't care about Jackson right now. Right now you were hurt and you needed someone by your side. 

"I know but right now I just need a friend... Please." You said and he nods.

You both sat back down at his bed. You laid down resting your head on one of his legs as he began to your hair and you both just began to talk...

Some people will never change, and you just have to accept that...

~

(Listen to Good Enough by Little Mix while reading this WARNING: YOU WILL GET EMOTIONAL )

The sunlight hits your face causing you to open your eyes. As you opened your eyes you looked around and realized you weren't in your dorm. You sat up and looked to your left and found Jaebum asleep... You must have fallen asleep while talking all night. You slowly got up trying not to wake up Jaebum and walked over to the mirror.

Yesterday was real... You thought it was all just a nightmare... but instead, the nightmare was real life. You looked at how puffed up your eyes looked. You sighed. Maybe you should go home and have this day to yourself.. You need to collect your thoughts and just process what the hell just happened.. You looked back at Jaebum and looked around trying to find a paper and a pen. As soon as you found something eventually, you wrote this down:

Thank you so much~ I owe you a coffee or something. Had to go back to the dorm. See you soon.

You took one last look back at Jaebum and slowly made your way out of the dorm. Jaebum was such a good guy. Why couldn't you like him?

As you were outside the fresh air hits you and you looked at everyone passing by you smiling. What was there to be happy about? Here you were with your heart broken by a guy who wasn't even yours in the first place. You felt completely stupid and hopeless with love. You fell your phone vibrate. You pulled out your phone and see at least 3 texts from Jackson saying:

Goodnight beautiful :)

I've finally thought of our next date.

Good Morning beautiful. Do you want to get some coffee?

Is he serious right now? You deleted his messages and his number... He wasn't worth your time anymore. You were done. You saw a nearby ocean. You looked down at your phone and see an incoming call.

Must be Jackson...

You threw your phone at the ocean and you see it land. You didn't care anymore. At this point, you didn't feel anything but pain. Yes, it may have been stupid to throw your phone but what was the point. You didn't need it. You looked at your phone float from afar and you began to walk away and back to your dorm.

So all of that... meant nothing to him?

~

"Jackson did what!?" Your roommate asked surprised as you continued to eat your noodles and all you could do was shrug.

"I don't care anymore... Not like we were going to be a couple in the first place..." You said looking down at your bowl and you suddenly began to lose your appetite.

"That's a move," your roommate mumbles shaking her head in disappointment and you looked at her and gave her a small smile reassuring her you were okay... 

"I'm fine.." You mumbled and you could feel your roommate staring directly at you.

"Are you going to talk to Jackson?" Your roommate asks you and you looked at her. You didn't think about that... What were you suppose to tell Jackson anyways?

"Nope. I'm done with him. He won't hear a word from me." You said getting up and putting your bowl on top of your drawer.

"Well, he's been texting me to ask why aren't you answering him. Does he know you saw?" She asks you and you shook your head and sighed. Just talking about it had you replay this kiss over and over in your mind.

"You know you can't hide forever...." she says and you sighed...

She's right... But what was the point?

"I know..." you said looking down and she walked up to you.

"Jackson ed up big time." She says and you tried to hold in your tears but you couldn't help it and let tears stream down your face. Why does Jackson have this effect on you?

"Ah, why am I crying over him?" You asked wiping your eyes and she hugged you. 

Just as you guys were having your moment you hear a knock on the door.

"I'll get it," your roommate mumbles and you nodded.

You watched your roommate walked up the door and your heart began to race... It could be Jackson... How were you supposed to face him? You were still in the middle of processing what just happened.

"What are you doing here?" You hear your roommate ask and that's when you felt like your heart stopped.

It was Jackson...

"Is Y/N there?" Jackson asks and you got up from your bed...

It was time to face him... Even though you weren't ready to know and you probably won't ever be ready to face him.. You knew it was the right thing to do. You walked to the door and your roommate looked at you and giving you a look. You nodded knowing she was concerned but you needed to face him. Jackson looked at you and he smiled but as soon as he saw you not smile in return, he knew something was up. You stepped out of the hall and closed the door behind you and you looked at Jackson.

"What's wrong?" Jackson asks trying to hold your hand but you pushed his hand away.

"Don't," you barked looking away and you looked back at Jackson who looked confused.

"Look... I think it's best if you leave me alone." You said looking down trying to avoid looking into his eyes.

"What?" Jackson says and you looked up at him.

"I gave you so many chances and yet you still them up. What you did yesterday was probably the most cold-hearted thing you could ever do to me! How could you lie saying you like me and then kiss someone else? If you ing liked me then why would you kiss someone else in the first place?" You said feeling tears develop from the corner of your eyes.

"Y/N I-" before he continues you cut him off.

"No, save that bull. What did I ever do wrong? Are you bored that you came into my life just to ing hurt me? I'm not a game. If your goal was to hurt me, congratulations because you hurt me quite a lot. I don't even understand why the hell I like you so much... And what hurts more is I don't think I could ever stop liking you... Just leave me alone... I think you already done enough," You said taking one last look at him in disgust and opened your dorm door.

Before you could step in you could feel Jackson grab your hand.

"Wa-" you cut him off by removing his hand and closing the door in his face.

You leaned against the door hearing him knock again but you slid down and began to cry. Your roommate walked up to you and hugged you.

You're better off being alone than being with the wrong person...

~