Jackson looked at you and Jaebum and Jaebum was so quick to set you down.

"Can we please talk? Alone?" Jackson asks causing you to look at Jaebum for approval even if you didn't really need his approval in the first place. He nods yes and softly places a gentle kiss on your cheek before you left with Jackson "to talk" You walked out of the bowling alley and sat at nearby bench waiting for what Jackson had to say.

You looked at Jackson who was looking down at his hands and then looked back at you. Was he going to talk or did he just come down to sit here with you in silence? You were already annoyed with him and he should know this.

"Well?" you asked annoyed looking at him and you could hear him sigh.

"Okay. I know I apologized back in the room already, but it didn't seem like you were going to give me a chance in the first place. So I came down here to make a proper apology." Jackson says and you stopped him before he could say more. If you didn't accept his apology in the first place, what makes him think you'll forgive him this time. 

"Jackson. An apology I heard already, but that's not what I want." You said looking blankly at your hands and you could feel Jackson's eyes glued to you.

"It's not?" he asks and you nodded no and looked at him.

"I just want to know why. Why do things to hurt me?" You asked and he looked away. You didn't understand why it was so hard to answer such a simple question. It wasn't like you were making him tell you his secret, you just wanted to know his reasoning behind his bad attitude. Just off of body language you could tell there was something he was hiding, you don't know what it was but you knew it was something.

"I don't mean to hurt you," Jackson says causing your heart to flutter and all you could do was just stare at him. 

No matter how much Jackson hurts you, you can't help but feel butterflies around him and have some weird type of feeling around him... In other words, you're slowly falling for this boy... He makes you nervous and he makes you want to give him another chance... You didn't know what type of chance you were offering whether it was to be your friend or your boyfriend but you did like him.

"It's just... You're so different compared to girls at this campus. I try so hard to be your friend and I everything up all the time." Jackson says looking at his hands avoiding eye contact and to be honest you were surprised to hear that Jackson really did want to become your friend.

"It's not hard. Hey, buddy and a walk in the park would do the trick. Not spreading lies and calling your friend bad names." you said looking at him and a smiles escapes his face. At least the two of you were somewhat able to talk to each other about the problem without yelling at each other like you always do. 

"I'm bad at this I know.," Jackson confesses and instead of denying it you nodded your head in agreement and laughed. As much as Jackson hurts you, you couldn't seem to be mad at him.

"Look. I'm tired of being in bad terms with you. Let's just forget everything you ever did ever happened." you said getting up and standing up in front of him. 

"So friends?" Jackson asks as he got up as well and looks down at you since you were much shorter than him. 

"Friends," you said pulling out your hand and he pulled out his hand and you both began to give each other a proper handshake. Now, this point on you put your guards down and we trying to forgive Jackson for who he was..Just then you stopped the hand movement and pulled his hand down.

"But I swear Jackson you hurt me one more time and I will cut your balls off with no hesitation." you threatened him as you looked at as his eyes widen causing you to laugh.

"Got it," he says scaredly and you giggled.

You let go of each other's hands and both began to laugh. Just as you stopped you looked at each other and you couldn't help but stare at Jackson. You looked at Jackson's lips and back at his eyes. What if Jackson was your first kiss? What are you saying! You shook your head and ignored your thoughts that began to play in your head.

"Do you want to join us?" You asked Jackson moving your eyebrows up and down actually offering him to spend time with you on your little date. 

"I would love to, but kind of have to attend a party," he says smirking and you nodded. For some odd reason, you were disappointed that he preferred going to a party than spending some time with you... But you just accepted his decision.

"Well, I hope you have fun. See you soon," you said awkwardly and you were about to walk till you hear Jackson talk again.

"Do you maybe want to hang out tomorrow?" he asks looking around causing you to smile at how awkward he looked asking you such a simple question.

"Sounds like a plan," you giggled and a grin appeared on his face.

"Great. See you tomorrow." Jackson says and you giggled and made your way back to the bowling alley and back to your little date with Jaebum.

~

"I never thought I would say this but, you're pretty good at bowling," Jaebum says as he stands in front of you and you flipped your hair and pretended like you already knew that fact. 

"Awe is someone upset that they lost to a girl?" You asked smirking and he chuckles. 

"No. But I did have fun." Jaebum says causing you to blush and you nodded your head in agreement... "Me too," you said as you looked up making eye contact with Jaebum. His eyes were soft and gentle as he looked at you and you felt completely valuable. He softly placed his hand on your cheek and your heart began to race. Was Jaebum about to kiss you?

The moment where you were finally going to get your first kiss was happening!!! You closed your eyes as he did the same and you both began to lean in closer and closer. Just as his lips were so close to touching yours, you heard talking causing both of you to pull away and looked down the hall finding Jackson and your roommate talking and they stopped as soon as they realized you guys were about to kiss.

"Again," Jaebum mumbles as he pulls away and you could tell he was getting annoyed. You couldn't blame him either, every time you two tried to kiss it would get interrupted by someone or something. 

"Maybe next time," Jaebum says he looks at you and you nodded. He kisses your cheek and walks off leaving you there completely alone. You waited till your roommate and Jackson approached and they both looked at you.

"Am I going crazy or did Jaebum tried kissing you?" Your roommate asks smirking as she moved her eyebrows up and down and you couldn't help but to smile as well.

"He was going too...until the two of you interrupted the moment," you mumbled pulling out your keys and opening your dorm door wide open for all of you to enter the room.

"Are Jaebum and you a thing?" Jackson asks and you looked at him. "No. I mean he hasn't asked me out yet," you said disappointed and Jackson looked away.

"You could do so much better," Jackson says under his breath hoping you wouldn't har but you did. You glanced at your roommate who glanced at Jackson and the room grew silent.

"Y/N just wants her first kiss already." Your roommate blurts out without thinking causing your eyes to widen and at that moment on you were embarrassed to even glance at Jackson. 

She did not just say that out loud. You slowly looked at Jackson who was staring at you completely surprised. You looked at your roommate and gave her a death glare.

"Really? Did you have to announce that now?" you asked annoyed walked over to your bed feeling completely embarrassed. 

"I'm sorry! It slipped out!" she says panicking.

"You never had your first kiss?" Jackson says sitting down on your bed. "Does it matter?" you said hoping the conversation would die down but clearly that wasn't going to happen anytime soon.

"Yes, it matters. How can you be in college and never had your first kiss?" Jackson asks as you sit next to him and you tried to think about it but there was nothing wrong about waiting. 

"I'm waiting for the right person okay," you argued as your crossed your arms and Jackson looks right at you. 

"That's understandable. But do you think Jaebum is that right person?" Jackson questions looking into your eyes and you knew Jaebum was a good guy but suddenly you caught yourself asking a million tiny questions to yourself.

Was Jaebum the right person? I mean you kind of want Jackson to be your first kiss but what was the point? He was known as the ladies man. What if he kisses you and uses you for his advantage and just leave you like the rest? Jaebum's intentions were good unlike Jackson's.

"Maybe," you mumbled and Jackson continued to look at you and then looked away.

If only Jackson was different... it could've been him...

~

"Jackson where are we going? Why am I blindfolded?" you babbled as Jackson was guiding you to god knows where. When Jackson asked to spend some time with you, you were expecting maybe a walk in the park or go out to the malls but nope here he is blindfolding you.

"Sh it's a surprise," Jackson says and you pouted. At last, you finally felt yourself stop and Jackson lightly lets go of your wrist.

"Take off your blindfold," Jackson instructs and you slowly did as you were told and your eyes widen.

You were at rooftop having a beautiful scene of the sunset slowly going down. You looked to your right and see a huge projector screen on one side. On the other side, you see a couch, pillows, blankets, a laptop and a projector.

"Since we are friends again. I'm decided why not have a movie night," Jackson says excitedly and ran over to the couch. You giggled and followed behind him. To be honest, this was the last thing you expected from Jackson, but you actually liked that he decided to surprise you with something... cute.

"This is beautiful," you said looking at the sunset how it slowly made its way down the sky.

"I know," Jackson agrees but he wasn't looking at the sunset, you could feel him looking at you, however instead of making the moment awkward you pretended as if you didn't notice. Butterflies began to kick in and your cheeks were heating up turning a bright shade of red.

Jackson being a man full of surprises pulled out all the snacks he had organized for the two of you and you smiled... The movie was playing, the sky began to get darker and the weather began to get cooler. You focused on the screen and started to feel a bit cold but tried your best to ignore it. Jackson glanced at you, pulled out a blanket and gently placed it over you causing you to freeze by surprise.

You were so lost in the movie you didn't even realize that you had put your head on Jackson's shoulder. On top of that, he didn't even seem to mind. Eventually, when you snapped back to reality and realized the position you were in, you didn't even bother moving. You felt Jackson wrapping his arm around your shoulder making your cheeks burn up and your heart flutter in excitement.

Why should you ruin the moment now? Not like it's going to last forever...

~

The movie ended and you sat up and looked at Jackson finding him still wide awake.

"Now this is a proper way to start our new friendship," you giggled and he smiles. A day where the two of you finally haven't argued.

"I should've done this from the start," Jackson says causing you to nod in agreement and he sighs.

You could feel Jackson move and he sits crisscrossed right in front of you causing you to do the same to the point you both were now sitting in front of each other staring at one another.

"Hey Y/N?" Jackson says making you look at him.

"Yes?" you chirped and he begins to scratch the back of his neck. You knew he was about to ask you something.

"Remember how we were talking about you not have your first kiss?" Jackson asks causing you to slowly nod getting scared of where this was going.

"Yes what about it?" you questioned him nervously and he smiles.

"I know you think Jaebum will be the perfect first kiss. But I know someone else in mind." Jackson says and you continued to stare at him.

"Who?" you asked and he takes a moment of silence and finally speaks up.

"Me," Jackson blurts out and your eyes widen. Are you hearing correctly?

"What?" you asked totally taken back.

"Look, friends do this all the time. Look at it this way. I am helping you practice before you really kiss that one special person." Jackson says and you couldn't help but laugh. Where you really going to buy this bull?

"You make it seem like something could go wrong," you said rolling your eyes and you took one glance at him and watched him nod his head causing you to freeze. 

"Yes, what if you can't kiss properly?" Jackson asks and your eyes widen. He's right! You never kissed anyone in your life, how were you suppose to know whether you were kissing the correct way or not.

"Fine. But this better be our little secret," you said giving in and he lifts both of his hands up and nods.

You took a deep breath and felt Jackson softly place his hand on your cheek. You both began to slowly lean in feeling your heart race faster and faster as you two leaned closer.

His lips was inches away from yours...

~