Into You ~ Part 11 {Jackson FF}

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"Where are you taking me?" you asked Jaebum as he was holding your hand and leading you to who knows where. 

"You will see just close your eyes." Jaebum says and you did as you were told. Yes you were curious and yes you wanted to open your eyes and peek but you felt like Jaebum went through all this trouble for your little date... You might as well keep it surprise like how Jaebum wants it to be. You felt hands around your eyes knowing he was covering you making sure you didn't see anything and you smiled.

This brought back the memory of Jackson blindfolding you and taking you to the rooftop. You couldn't help but to smile at the memory.. the memory where you shared your first kiss with him... The moment where you finally confessed to yourself that you did like Jackson..

"Open your eyes!" Jaebum says as he removes his hand from your eyes. You opened your eyes and your mouth dropped.There was a table in the middle of the beach with candles and two plate of food and two chairs. Around the table was flower petals and small lights making the looking absolutely beautiful.

You looked at Jaebum who was now looking at you and smiling. You smiled but you felt incredibly guilty...How can you be here thinking about someone else while this one guy is doing anything he can to make you smile. You smiled even though you felt like such a ed up person...You didn't mean to think about Jackson... but he kept appearing in your mind.

"This is beautiful," you smiled and Jaebum grabbed your hand and led you to the table. He pushed your chair back and you sat down and he pushed you in. He took a seat in front of you and you could tell he was extremely nervous.

"You really didn't have to do this all of this. A simple of movie date would of done the trick." You said looking at the waves crashing in and you felt him reaching in for your hands.You looked at your hand and see his hand over yours.

"You're worth it," he says making your heartache. 

You're leading this boy on. You feel so ed up. You wanted to cry from guilt and just hide. You put a fake smile and your date began. Aish Jaebum why couldn't he do these things before you got closer to Jackson... You would be head over heel over Jaebum and not Jackson.

During the date you guys would talk and everything was good but as soon as Jaebum did something that reminded you of Jackson, your mind would wander off thinking about Jackson...

"Y/N?" Jaebum asks confused and you shook your head and looked at him. 

"Is everything okay? You seem a little out it," Jaebum says looking into your eyes and you looked down at your food. Aish You at hiding how you feel.

"Everything is great... I'm just tired." you answered but that wasn't the real explanation and you knew Jaebum can see right through you..

"You're lying. Please tell me." Jaebum says and you sighed. See just as you expected Jaebum knew you were lying.

You couldn't continue leading him on. He was to good of man to hurt him in any way. You did like Jaebum, he was sweet, incredibly cute, funny and just boyfriend material... but you were heads over heels for jackson... Jackson was stopping you from liking Jaebum any further.

"Jaebum....." You stopped before you could continue and you see Jaebum chuckle. What's funny?

"Let me guess.. someone else is in the picture?" Jaebum asks and you looked at him surprised. How did he possibly know?

"H-how did you know?" you asked surprised and he sighed. 

"I know that look. When I began to talk to you, you would look away probably thinking about that one person who won't leave your mind. It's okay I understand..." Jaebum says and you looked down feeling like . did you just hurt Jaebum? You should've told Jaebum earlier..

"Jaebum I'm so sorry... I didn't mean to lead you on. I really did like you. But it's ju-" he cuts you off before you could finish blabbbing.

"Just can't seem to get that one person off your mind?" Jaebum asks you and you nodded slowly trying not look at how hurt he must be. 

"It's okay, trust me. I understand... I was in your situation." Jaebum says grabbing your hand and you were beyond surprised that Jaebum was so understanding about this. 

"Are we cool?" you asked uneasy and he nods and smiles. Ah you were so relieved that he didn't make it into a big deal..

"Of course. I like you, however I rather have you as a friend than lose you completely." Jaebum says and you blushed. It still to know Jaebum still likes you and there is nothing you can do about it... But it's good to know that Jaebum still wants you apart of his life.

"You're the best." You said getting up from your seat. He does the same and the two of you pulled each other into a hug.

As you two were embracing he whispers saying "He's one lucky man.."

~

Jackson's Point of View

"I don't know what to do. How should I confess!?" I asked as I paced back and forth feeling stressed out about this whole thing. I never had to go up to a girl and tell her how I felt.. There was never a girl who made me was to try hard.. until I met Y/N..

"First of all calm down. Stressing over this isn't going to help you think of an idea," Bambam says as he threw the ball in the air and catches it with his hands. He continued to do the same thing over and over 

"You have no idea how much I like her. I can't screw this up. This is my last chance!" I bickered as I put my hands over my head and sighed. I just can't up anymore.

"Wow I never thought I would ever see the day where Jackson is so worked up over a girl," Bambam teases and I glared at him giving the death glare. 

"Okay don't do anything too cliche, why don't you take her to the carnival?" Bambam suggest causing me to stop walking and I smiled at him. For once Bambam didn't give me such an awful idea..

"PERFECT! I can show her how fun I am. We have a good time, and as soon as there is a perfect moment I can confess to her!" I said jumping on Bambam's bed causing him to roll his eyes and I continued to smile. 

"No thank you bambam?" Bambam says and I grabbed a nearby pillow and threw it at his head. Right now I just needed to make sure Y/N was available. 

~

Your Point of View

You sat on top of rocks and looked at the ocean crashing in and out of the shore. Jaebum being the best guy in the world let the two of you sit down by the rocks and just talk. Talk about life.

"I sometimes wonder why we develop feelings for someone who doesn't seem to even put effort in doing so?" You questioned as you grabbed a nearby pebble and threw it at the ocean. 

"It's called a crush for a reason. You like them so much yet they hurt you at the end." Jaebum says and you nodded in agreement. Why did we have to have such thing as a crush?

"Don't you wish you could just turn off your feelings and ignore them forever?" You asked face Jaebum and he smiles. You sounded completely depressed but that wasn't the case, you were just confused with your feelings. 

"All the time," he says and you both giggled.

"We are deep today," you said still giggling and he sighed.

"I needed this." Jaebum says as he gets up. "Needed what?" you asked him and helped you up.

"Just a friend. Someone I can have a serious talk with without being made fun." Jaebum says and you nodded. It was true, you needed the same thing. You had your roommate but she was barely in the dorms..

"Same. I'm glad we're best friends," You said smiling at Jaebum and you felt your phone vibrate. You pulled out your phone and your eyes widen as you seen the name on your phone.

Jackson...

"Is that your lover?" Jaebum asks smirking and you playfully rolled your eyes. 

"He's just a crush. Nothing serious," you said still looking at your phone that was ringing in your hands. Should you answer or let it ring?

"Well if you need me, I'm going to be finishing the rest of food." Jaebum says as he gave you a quick wink and walked off.

At last you were alone with your phone on your hand. Why were you hesitating so much to answer a simple phone call... Just answer..

"Hello?" you answered feeling butterflies in your stomach and your heart beating out of your chest.

"Y/N! Hey..." Jackson says awkwardly and you couldn't help but to smile imaging Jackson awkward face expression..

"Yea?" you responded not knowing what else to say. 

"Are you busy tomorrow?" Jackson asks and a rush of excitement entered you. You couldn't help but to smile but you had to sound dull on the phone.. Of course not to show signs...

"No why?" you asked calm cool and collected even though deep down inside you were hoping he made plans to spend time with you. 

"Do you maybe want to hang out.... again? tomorrow?" Jackson asks causing you smile a huge goofball.

"Eh sure why not, you're decent enough," you said trying to play it cool like it was just enough day with Jackson... But i felt like he was asking you on a date.

"Perfect. I'll pick you up at 7." Jackson quickly says and before you could say a word, he hangs up.

As soon as you hanged up you took one last look at the ocean and smiled. As much as you know you shouldn't like Jackson you couldn't help but to feel freaking excited to hang out with him... You were just excited to be around him... You ran to the table where Jaebum was eating and he looked at you confused.

"Did he ask you out?" Jaebum asks based off your face reaction but you nodded no.

"Then why are you so happy?" he asks scared and confused.

"Can't a girl be happy," you giggled grabbing his hand and you both began to sing random songs and bond together enjoying the the night away. 

~

Lights were flashing from every direction and music was playing all around. People's screams were heard due to from the rides and people talking and laughing.

"Ready for fun?" Jackson asks wiggling his eyebrows and you simply smiled and nodded your head. 

"I mean I am, but I'm here with you." You said looking away and as soon as you looked at Jackson he made a straight face causing you to burst out of laughter. 

"Kidding!" You said giggling and he smiles. Ah it's fun being unexpected sometimes. 

You two were finally up next at the ticket booth and Jackson being a surprise gentleman bought you and himself a wristband that used to access to all rides just by show your band instead of handing them tickets for every single ride. As you wrapped the band around your wrist, Jackson grabbed your hand and made you skip with him around the amusement park as if you two were children skipping down the park.

"Since I invited you here, you're going to make the first choice for a ride." Jackson says and you stopped and spun around looking at all the possible rides you could go on.

"Freak out?" you suggested. You looked at Jackson who looked at the ride and swallowed hard causing you to giggle. He's not scared is he?

"Unless you're scared..." You and he looked at you. "Nope I have my big boy pants on," Jackson says pulling up his pants causing you to playfully roll your eyes and chuckle.

You guys got in line and you watched people go group by group on the ride screaming as they would move side to side and all around. Jackson looking nervous made you blush. He was so adorable you wanted to pull him into a hug and say everything is going to be okay but you know you couldn't do that... As soon as you guys were up, you grabbed Jackson by the wrist and pulled him up along with you. You both choose a seat right next to each other and set the gear on. Jackson looked like he was going to his pants soon.

"Is this thing safe?!" Jackson asks panicking to the person who seemed to be in charge of the ride making sure everyone seat was buckled correctly one by one.

"Eh somewhat. There's only been two deaths today, that's nothing compared to any other days." The person says causing Jackson eyes to widen and causing you to giggle. Ah he takes things too seriously sometimes. 

"Kidding," the person says walking away and Jackson looked at you.

"Not a way to joke when your about to ride this," Jackson says still making you giggle.

"Calm down." you smirked and he just shook his head no and looked down at his feet probably trying to calm himself down. 

The ride slowly started to move and you glanced at Jackson who was panicking just by the small movement of the ride. The ride continued to move faster and faster and the next thing you know Jackson was holding your hand. You didn't seem to mind. I mean why would you? He was scared and he needed your hand for the moment. You giggled as you see him scream but you screamed along with him. You didn't scream out fear, instead, you screamed out of excitement. As the ride finished you guys got out and Jackson ran out and got on his knees and hugged the floor. This boy is strange.

"I never been so happy to be on the ground," Jackson says and you playfully rolled your eyes.

"Dramatic much?" you mumbled he smiles as he got up from the ground. 

"My turn to pick a ride," Jackson smirks grabbing your head and leading you to the ride.

You guys went ride after ride. But as soon as you felt like you had a headache from all the rides, you eventually had to stop. Jackson brought you fried dough and a soda to hopefully take away your headache and it surprisingly helped.. Food was the trick. Then after eating you both began to walk around and stopped a game booth when a big banana with the jamaican hat caught your attention.

"I can win you that if you'd like," Jackson offers and you quickly shook your head no.

"No, it's okay," you smiled and just as you were about to walk away, it was far too late for that. Jackson walks over to the booth paying the man and the man hands him three baseballs.

"All you have to do is knock those three pins down," the man instructs Jackson and you were a complete nervous wreck just watching Jackson.

You looked at how focus Jackson seemed. The moment was so intense. You really did want this big banana. Jackson threw the first ball and knocked the first three down. He moved to the second section and again he threw the ball and successfully made it. He was at his last throw.You could see Jackson completely nervous and you looked at him.

"You can do this," you smiled and he smiled looking down at the ground and then back at his target. He threw the last ball in his hand and all the pins fell down causing you to throw your arms up in excitement and you ran over to him.

"You did it!" You shouted smiled excitedly and pulled each other into a hug with no warning. The hug ended up longer then it should have, you pulled away getting shy all of a sudden.

"Prize for the lady?" The instructor ask and Jackson nods. 

"Banana?" you said and he nods. The man hands you the banana and you smiled looking at the prize and couldn't help but to hug it like a little girl would.. It was huge but it was worth it.

"One last ride before we leave?" Jackson suggests and you looked at him.

"What ride?" you asked looking around. He grabs your hand and leads you to the ferris wheel. Luckily there wasn't a line. You two got on the ferris wheel in no time and you began to look at the beautiful view right in front of you.

The carnival looked beautiful at night especially when there was neon lights in all sort of directions. You went around at least 2 times till the third time seemed to stop at the top since more people were getting on. You felt nervous for some odd reason. Not because of how high the two of you were but because you were completely alone with Jackson..

Jackson looked at you and you looked at him.

"Y/N.... I need to tell you something," Jackson says causing your heart to beat out of your chest.

What could it possibly be...

~

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flawlesswangtuan #1
Chapter 12: I love Jackson but Mark is my bias, so, it's ok for me if that girl fall for Mark, tho ?
LinLin_09 #2
Chapter 16: I really this fiction. And I hope u can update this everyday. I know u might be busy sometime but I hope I update at least 1week 1chapter.. Have a nice day author :)