ENERVATE
LachrymoseENERVATE : Weaken mentally or morally.
When the time starts to feel much faster than it used to be, you're heart beat start to race. You don't know since when you started to glance at the clock as you used to just focus to your teacher explanation at the front. With a blink of eye, the bell rang. While people start pack their things and you just sit quietly while how you going to to encounter the situation later about in a few minutes. Then, start to put you books and stationery inside your bag but slowly which is too slow that people were thinking either you were still inside your body or not.
“Gosh, please help me for the next few hours with him.”
As you walk out of your class and coincidently met your friends and smile at them faintly.
“You've got something to do after this?”
“Duhh, is that even a question?” you roll your eyes at them,
“Oh, the meeting!” as they finally remember your important 'meet'.
“That's okay girl, you'll be fine. Just be professional and don't forget to be you. Don't get stutter much.”
“Oh great, now I've been received advices from someone who's never been have a crush on someone where I doubted her if she even straight? Anyway, thanks for the advices and maybe you should take note that to your self as well. That is if it was needed.”
You smile sarcastically to Kyung Won, while your other friends tap her shoulder and you get a hard slap on your back for being harsh while she just trying to help you. Then, the others burst into laugh as you are trying to hold your pain. Which is normal for you guys and that's who you are. You get much better for being rude rather than being a nice girl, however your 'rudeness' are only happen with your friends and you don't actually mean it. After all, your friends understand you because they do the same thing too. That's why you can't lived without having them as they can't lived without having you as well.
You said your farewell to them and your anxiety getting less although your heart beat are still racing. Be professional, be confident and be your self. Don't get stutter much. You are reminding yourself.
You knock the door and open it once you you were told to come in. There you saw him as he was waiting for you and those smile he give you. The one that melt you. You knock yourself invisibly while take a seat in front of him. Unknowingly, this is where the 'game start'.
“For a brief introduction, I'm Nae Ryung where I likely not to waste time and straight to the point, I'm just want to know the main informations like the theme, slogan, etc. I hope you give your cooperation and your friendly suggestion are accepted. So, shall we start?”
As you keep reminding your self to be professional and to your surprised, you were glad that you don't get stutter although you kind a talk really fast without let him to talk where he were shook for a while and then his lip form a curved shape upward. He kind a like it.
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