He woke up in the middle of the night again. It shows 2:00 am. He should be sleeping. No, he can't. He has to practice for their comeback today. He should be resting but every time he closes his eyes, he remembered all those comments, those comments from haters. 

It's not new to him but it still hurts. He was living in this hell for 6 years and he just wants to end it. Right now.

He felt someone shaking him awake. He knows who. The usual occurrence in the morning. Hyuk would wake him but he never slept. All he has to do is wash up and get ready for practice. 

"Wonshik-ah, faster eat your breakfast! !" Hakyeon said. I'm not hungry. He thought. "I'm coming!!" He stuff his food into his mouth and pretend to be okay. No use to pretend. Their eldest hyungs always seems to know when one of their member is sick.