NAYEON POV

When loves come to me, my life is narrower than usual. i will add ‘only’ in each thing. The only which is tighter my way to reminds me of her. i only listen, feel and look at her. iam whipped by her but i never feel lose. I hate become loser, but i will be loser in everytime our bickering, because the dispute in relationship doesn’t need winner or loser. We only need to let it out then make-up again.

I ain’t tired to understand her but sometime iam tired to understand myself. when i can’t help myself to have negative thinking, when i can’t handle my bad temper and when i give up on myself. its all destroy our relationship easily. this is my love life which is filled by trial-error. This is only my world which i run everday.

“nayeonie... let’s back home” i can feel someone touch my cheek.

Iam very sleepy, “cheewy-yah, give me 15 minute”

“cheewy?” i open my eyes as it isn’t tzuyu’s voice.

“mianhe, i thought you were tzuyu. How could you are in here? how about your job?” i held jihyo’s hand. i was fallen asleep in library as usual.

Jihyo stare at me, i think she start mad at me.

“my job is done. Let’s dinner first” jihyo say it coldly, i nodded.

After the dinner, we play in night-market. We play like teenager couple, i watch many times jihyo shake head because of my silly action.

“oh.. this is chewy” i found eeve doll.

I walk to the cashier while hugging this doll.

“what is it?” jihyo appeared from behind of me.

“chewy.. this is chewy” i give my card to cashier and held jihyo’s hand to go another place.

Iam so hyper in this night-market. I bought anything which is cute.

“anyeonghaseyo ahjussi..” i smile to bread seller.

The seller smile back to me, “where is your bread’s chingu?”

I giggle, “she is busy for exam, ahjussi”

I bought 5 bread then excuse myself. jihyo take glance to me, “bread’s chingu is tzuyu?”

I nodded, “waaah, let’s ride on ferris-wheel !”

Jihyo only follow me. i watch seoul’s night view in this ferris-wheel. This is so beautiful.

“oh chewy-ah, you trolled me about its lamp is your school’s lamp, right?” i point the finger while look at birghtest lamp in 45 degree angle .

“tzuyu again?” i just realized that iam with jihyo, not tzuyu.

“mi—mianhe, jihyo-ah. Iam..” i can’t explain it because my guilty ate my mind.

Jihyo take my hand, “is it way you punish me, nayeonie?”

I don’t get what her words. She stare me depthly, its hurted me unaware. She continue her words, “i made big mistake till you can’t see me again, right?”

I shake head, “jihyo-ah, iam sorry. it is only habit. Everytime chewy is the one who accompany and play with me”

“there is no space for me (?)” i don’t know it is jihyo’s statement or question.

The ferris-wheel stopped spin. Jihyo help me to ride-off. her hand suddenly become cold. Her eyes show tiredness. This scene make me worry.

i sit in long chair, jihyo left me to buy ice-cre