Tzuyu POV
Nayeon ever told me that relationship isn’t only about love but also about effort too. The effort to understand, fight and show affection. I recall the way i treat mina, surely there is some piece of me that can’t reach how deep her heart. i want put big effort to reach it however its take.
Its has been an hour mina’s door is locked. The password changed but i wish her heart isn’t changed. I sit in veranda, hope mina turn on her phone. I curse myself because i don’t know number mina’s new manager.
My back lean on door, the wind is kinda cold. Yet i don’t wanna move, i just need to explain everything to mina. still i only hug myself in between dark nite to know mina’s concern.

A half hour later, there is a car in street. mina come out with tiredness as she worked full day. Her step is heavier when she look at me, but i can see how her eyes will be rain soon. I just realized how big my mistake and iam very missing her.
“tzuyu~ah.. “ her tremble voice greet me.
I walk faster to her. if her step is being heavy, i will light it. i will take bothersome in her shoulder to make her happy in this world. i hug her, my hug become tighter. There is nothing description, i only love and miss her.

Some minute run, mina’s eyedrop drench my shoulder. Its hurted me. i just know if i hurt someone, its bring more pain for me.
“sorry for being stupid” i admit my sin.
Mina doesn’t answer, just tears as respond.

One week without her is like hell. i wasted many times. i made her suffer alone. In this night, i hug her. i don’t want let her in coldness alone. I will hug her whatever the situation. I will stop being coward.
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Me and mina are cuddling in the bed, her face is snuggling in my chest.
“tell me about your childhood story” i kiss mina’s crownhead.
Mina’s head move a litter, her eyes is staring me. she shake head.

“why?” i caress her cheek.
She sigh, “i need achievement is my family’s motto. There’s nothing colour in my life, except dream and ambition. Iam introvert, i haven’t many friends. I just have two bestfriend since kid, they are sana and momo. when they walk with another friends, i prefer to stay in home for study or go to course”
“at least you have bestfriend” i show little smile.

“hmm.. your life is filled by nayeon only?” mina hesitant to ask it.
I nodded, she show gloomy face. 
“heyy, look at me” i lift her head, “wanna hear my real story?”
Mina only blink eyes.

“maybe you will understand me after hear it” i try to explain. She nodded slowly.

“when iam in puberty phase, my parents are busy working. I have not friends too because my skin is little t