TZUYU POV
Vagueness slowly walk into my feeling. I can’t figure out someone whom i love. there is only love which stay in my heart vaguely. I can’t ascertain anything. 
Mina is in beside of me. she is trying hard to make smile. her innocent smile is too much pressure on me. iam afraid that someday her pretty smile will turn into tears. i know she likes me. i know she want me to fallin to her. i hate it.

Anything is started by friendship. When we feel comfortable, we will get understand or misunderstand about foolish heart. the heart will judge subjectively. There is change when a pure friendship melt into love. the day i hold nayeon in my heart, i love all songs, novels and drama about bestfriend to be lovers. It was beautiful art which i felt it. yet i know it was only art, it isn’t beautiful fate for me. 

Iam tired to wait nayeon but my heart keep missing her.  is it different if i open friendship with mina? Ain’t i too cruel if i ignore her? ain’t i worse person if i give her false hope? Mina is me. she gives anything to make me happy, i do as well to nayeon. i hate concept love in friendship. It ruin everything.
There is only vagueness in my heart. i can’t say clearly to accept mina in my life nor forget nayeon as my hope. 

“mina, iam sleepy” i look at her.
She nodded, “sleep well, tzubaby~ nite”. 

She stand up but i held her hand. I can feel her warm hand which always save me. i held her hand tighter, “i will accompany you”
Mina try hard to held her smile, her innocent action makes me weak. I don’t want make her as my place to escape from this stupid heart. yet i know how hurt our heart when someone whom we love try to ignore us. 

Now, i feel nayeon. she is surely know my heart but she can’t disappear nor accept me. now i feel guilty to blame on nayeon. me? i don’t know how to react toward someone who loves me. the past, i think i was nayeon’s victim but now i make mina is my victim unconsciously.

“thank, tzubaby~~” mina wave hand, she locked the gate and run to her room happily.
Mina’s scene was my scene. I see through mina’s window, she dance happily in her room. it was my action. I was died happily when nayeon was clinging, hugging and spending time to me. 

The vagueness pull my memories. It is showing mina and nayeon at same time. iam being compliated of myself. there is only distraction, my mind try to compare mina and nayeon. i can’t fix my feeling.
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