L - Lies

LETTERAL OF LOVE
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NAYEON POV
Ever you feel insecure? Insecure because unreasonable. 
Iam sitting in window, look at same sky with mixed feeling. I can’t scream about my feeling, i will endure this strange feeling. Strange feeling? I don’t know how to describe it. my instinct whisper slowly that lies would revelead soon.
I don’t know who is worse liar in between us but i admit that many lie come out in our relationship. for her, my lies will decrease her guilty. for me, her lies comfort me temporary. Our lies isn’t something new but i feel insecure everytime.

I return my body, there is another star in different sky. She is my star, she give me light, she is my liar. 
I closed the window. i lay in beside of her, i touch her hair, her cheek, her nose and her lips. Her lips remind me about great our love which filled by lies. Her lips speak harsh words and sweet world. i hate her lips which speak lies but i love her lips which smile to me. i kiss her lips, my heart is trembling, i miss her even she is in beside of me.

She kiss me back softly then open eyes, “you steal my lips, nayeonie”
I smile innocently. Her long arm embrace my body. sleep in her hug is the best thing ever i have. Maybe the lies become our blanket, still it is warm in our night.
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“let’s date, huh? Pweeeasee” i show my aegyo to jihyo.
“ iam busy” jihyo refuse without consideration.
“hmm.. how...”
“i go~~ i love you” jihyo kiss my forehead and leave me alone.
I run follow her, put the lunchbox in her passanger’s seat. I kiss her cheek, “i love you too”
I love her and vice versa. Not only this line popped in my brain easily but this line popped out easy in my heart.  i can’t different a lie and a truth anymore.
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A week passed quickly. iam in library to doing my thesis and jihyo is busy working. For some reason, the life is busier than before. Days when we contact each other less, we have only conservation forcefully. I opened my phone, there is no chat. I type the message : 
“i miss you, let’s meet up. hmm have you lunch? don’t dare you to skip meals. saranghae..” i doubt to press send button.
I re-write again, “don’s skip your lunch. I love you” then i send it.
15 minute later, i get reply from her, “nee, you too. love~ya”
Words are written and erased, these all are foreshadow classic scene. Classic scene which the relationship start tasteless without emotion.

I wake up when my phone is ringing. I fell asleep in upper books. 
“hallo~~”
“sleep? where? Iam your house” i can feel jihyo’s mad voice.
“library~~ pick me up, pweeasee” i speak with half eyes.
“iam so tired. Take care on the way” jihyo hung up phone. I only sigh. 

I walk to buss halt, there is a hand who take books from my hug.
“why are you in here?” my eyebrow is raising.
“wanna ride?” she is tzuyu who offering without request.
“where is your bike?” iam confused.
Tzuyu show her dimple, “ride on my back”
“aish~” i slap her arm.
“seriously, you are real grandma. if you walk slowly like that, the buss will gone” tzuyu still squat in beside of me.
“if your bone break, i don’t want take responbility” i jump on her back.
“iam glad that my dad is orthopedist” tzuyu’s lift me easily.
“nomuheeeee~~” i bite her shoulder.
“awww~~ your virus will

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Wivern #1
Chapter 17: Kewl ending. :)
Kiss_of_Pink
#2
I had to rewrite it. It was a happy ending, but why I am so depressed. I know it had it end this way, I going to have a temper tantrum lol. It was a really great story, excellent writing. But the ending relationships still seem wrong to me, it felt like Tzuyu and Nayeon gave up on love. They just stayed where they were because it was safe. I know there was never love there but there could of been and I know Tzuyu tried at the beginning but Nayeon never did, It felt like they needed that. She finally listened to Tzuyu's heart at the end, but she didn't try to listen to what her heart thought about Tzuyu. Well you could say her heart belongs to Jihyo, but she never let go long a nuff to see the bigger picture. It felt like she ways holder her self back because Jihyo, like she had some obligation to stay with her no matter what. You could argue that it was love that drove her obsession, but Mina acted the same way it felt really forced or just fake it depends on your point of view. Well now she gone now and they will probably are never going to see each other again, but I just don't see everlasting love for Nahyo and MiTzu. I may be delusional but when or if Tzuyu comes back to Korea, they should try again. They are friends that will never change, but they could maybe look deeper once again and see something else. It wrong or selfish? Maybe but you never know until you try. The future is never set in stone, even a seed planted in your dreams can become a tree of life. Ya, that quote doesn't make sense lol. Anyway thank you and I can't wait for more, this story was a masterpiece :)
CrazyCratxD
#3
Chapter 17: Ehhh sequel for MiTzu
CrazyCratxD
#4
Chapter 16: Uwaaahh
bunnyonce
#5
Chapter 16: NaYu flashback make me realized something like "we got to except that person only can be in our heart but not in our life" ⊙﹏⊙ im emo nayu huuuuu
well at least mitzu back together assa! 〒▽〒
Kiss_of_Pink
#6
Chapter 16: I wonder how Nayeon will react to the fact Tzuyu is leaving, might be a boring reaction but could be interesting. It's nice to get a little back story to why Tzuyu was so devoted to Nayeon and that makes it even sadder that she never addressed her feelings for her. She just pretended they didn't existed, till they were gone which is sad. Anyway this chapter went how I thought it would go and now we can see how it ends. Thank you for the chapter :)
bunnyonce
#7
Chapter 15: Tzuyu so speechless about Mina omghhhh ≧▽≦
they all need to ending happy together (ToT)
i can feels the emotional hiding in this ff ⊙﹏⊙
nice job eonni (≡^∇^≡)
Kiss_of_Pink
#8
This quote kinda fits this story: If you love someone, set them free. If they come back they’re yours; if they don’t they never were.
One of my favorite quotes, for one of favorite stories.
seofanyluv
#9
Chapter 15: Tzuyu is being such a pabo /smh/ Jihyo-ya, if Nayeon can't handle you, come to me because I'll tend to you anytime /shy/ tbh I can't handle Jihy being cheesy either so I feel you Nayeon ㅋㅋㅋ