MINA POV

Endure is part of the effort in relationship. this is harder than effort to get someone to be ours. When iam falling in tzuyu, i show how much my affection toward her. yet when iam in relationship with tzuyu, there is many time that i shall endure my feeling. I want try to be mature in this love but its always end up that i got scars.

Since i know tzuyu, there is nayeon who always know everything about her. there is nayeon who made tzuyu smile. yet there is nayeon who gave pain to her. i came in good timing, , i was there when she felt down. Maybe if i came in bad timing, tzuyu never notice me. i hate this plot because iam being negative thinking in some situation.

“pengu.... my penguin” tzuyu pinch my cheek.

“eeh?” i realized that iam with tzuyu now.

Tzuyu is placing her backhand in my forehead, “are you sick?”

I shake head, “babe... what if...”

“what if??” tzuyu comb my hair with her bare hand.

Tzuyu look at me fondly, so i don’t want ruin this atmosphere with ‘non-logic question’. I just kiss cheek then her right eyebrow is raising.

“what if you kiss me until death? Is it your question?” tzuyu whisper to me.

I hit her arm playfully, “aniyaa~~ tsk”

“but.. your sudden attack make me crazy” tzuyu lift me up till i sit in the table. Her face is closing to me, her hand rub in my waist and my hand automatically in her neck. She is being bold these days, but i like it. we are kissing like tomorrow doesn’t exist.

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the monday night came. Usually tzuyu spend this nite in campus. She has many project recently, but i heard noisy in front of house. i open the window. i see tzuyu and nayeon are pulling-pushing with their own hand.

“yah ! you should back to home, chewy~ah...” nayeon pull tzuyu’s arm.

Tzuyu push nayeon’s hand, “NO ! i’ll be back tomorrow. The deadline will come soon, nayeon-ah”

“you can finish it but you comeback, now~~” nayeon whine.

I wonder what drama is going on here. in some minute, tzuyu give up then headlock nayeon’s neck. It is why i called myself to ‘endure’. Actually i can’t resist my anger, i hate to see its moment. Their closeness is no joke, especially tzuyu is still whipped by nayeon.

“minaa.... anyeoong~ let’s join dinner” nayeon shout out my name.

I shake head.

“why?” tzuyu asked.

“i had dinner already” i try to scream, wish they will hear it.

Tzuyu and nayeon are waving hand to me. they look like young couple who just married.

I open the phone, i want ask tzuyu that why she comeback home. is nayeon the reason? but why she didn’t inform me? ain’t i important to know everything about her? once again... i endure it. iam afraid that tzuyu will think ‘iam not understanding her’.

Around 3 hours, i heard crowded from tzuyu’s house. the view of nayeon, tzuyu and tzuyu’s parents are in my mind. i still remember clearly the last time that i joined their dinner, tzuyu’s parents treat nayeon like their daughter but they treat me formally. I don’t know iam envy because of tzuyu’s parents treatment or iam jealous that nayeon can handle tzuyu easily.

I take peek through window, i see tzuyu’s parent hug and kiss nayeon while tzuyu accompany nayeon. maybe they will go to hospital.

I open the phone, still there is no one call or message from tzuyu.

Along the night i can’t sleep until midnite tzuyu only sent short message :

Nice dream, my princess~

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The sun