JIHYO POV
The air around me is very heavy. The atmosphere show coldness. The door is closed. Not only my cry is dried but also my energy is all gone.
Iam still in front of door, in between of warm home and cold veranda. I can’t say anything except her name.
“nayeonie~~...” the last name in my day.

I don’t know what my biggest mistake, iam clueless as always.

i don’t know since when nayeon feel tired of me, my sensitiveness is 0%.

I don’t know where our love start different, iam still in same place.

I don’t realized why everything is being complicated, iam still myself, i don’t change at all.

i don’t understand how the relationship end easily, iam confused. Iam Lost.
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I open my eyes, i look around me. iam relieved. The break-up was only nightmare. I woke up happily, i hug nayeon’s 3 doll in beside me.
“i love youu, nayeoniie” i kiss one by one white rabbit doll.
“what are you doing?” nayeon appear from bathroom.
I run to her, hug her tightly. nayeon patted my back, “did you get nightmare, huh?”
I don’t answer her, my hug is tighter. 

“you have to work, go bath” nayeon order.
I loosen the hug, “i want spend today with you”
Nayeon is frowning, “mwoo~ya? You are workaholic. Why’d suddenly being like this?”
I don’t buy her question, i cupped her face. i kiss her lips multiple time. actually it isn’t romance at all because the way i kiss her is like woody woodpecker peck the tree.
“aish~ stop” nayeon push my body slightly. She take hair-dryer.
“let me be your hair-stylist” i handed her phone and take hair-dryer. 
Nayeon only shake head. iam drying nayeon’s wet hair happily, but i don’t why there’s still burden in my heart.

Nayeon play game in phone, iam smiling when she start curse. She can’t get point perfectly. Suddenly iam afraid that i can’t see her face and heard her voice anymore.
I put hair-dryer in bed. My couple hand sneak in nayeon’s belly. Nayeon little startled but she keep focuss on her game. My chin rest in nayeon’s shoulder, then nayeon’s back lean on my body.
“don’t ever leave me, nayeonie” my voice come out.
“you are the one who leave me” nayeon speak but her eyes is still on game. 
Maybe nayeon said it because i spend many time on work over date with her. i kiss her cheek, “i will spend time more with you from now”

“isn’t it too late?”

“isn’t it too late?”

“isn’t it too late?”

“isn’t it too late?”

My mind is spinning, headache hit me hardly. I blink eyes many time then i rub my eyes.  When my eyes open again, there is no nayeon in my hug.
I look around me, the white wall trapped me. i cried alone because there is sweet-pea flower. Iam not florist but nayeon loves flower. My memory show past scene : 
“don’t dare you to give me sweet-pea flower” nayeon pouted while glare at me. we were in garden, i only furrowed eyebrow.
“sweet-pea flower is meaning of good-bye. Thank for spend lovely time with me but it is a bye” nayeon explained it.

My tremble hand pick the sweet-pea flower in table, there is a letter.

To : a loved one
I will miss you. iam gratefull that you stayed with me, even perhaps your heart isn’t with me. this is my goodbye, i love you, my jihyo. 
By : me who can’t hold you anymore

I hug the flower, this is breaking my heart. i cry again as break-up isn't a nightmare but hurtful truth.

Hello to goodbye ~ the greeting which make me smile to the greeting which make me cry.
The time of hello-goodbye, i am regret because i couldn’t give her quality time. i was late, iam still late. Iam lost time to make her happy, iam lost time to make her feel my love, iam lost time to built memories for our love. LOST TIME.
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Its has been 2 week iam in japan to accompany mina back to