a boyfriend, a word she never thought would be on her mind when she's staring at a boy before her. fidgeting after the confession he had said and waiting for her response. a small cafe table with two glass of cold bevarage on it separate them just for a slight on the knees.

bang yongguk was a nice boy, very gentle when it's about her. his face redden too his ears realizing how the girl took time to react. so he glance at her poker face sending him to a flinch. and she noticed.

"let's take it slow, i'm not even sure with my own feeling"

he has been nothing but sweet to her, and she noticed how he has feeling towards her but still shocked by the revelation.

for once she thought how nice it feels to be loved, to be cared and dear by a person who loves her. all his actions are no different from what the man who's occuping her mind and heart did. but the feeling felt different. that's the reason why she was confused.

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he has been forcefully puled her away from her school towards his car. his grip hurting her wrist but she couldn't utter a single words after the hard stare she got from her oppa, scared by the fact that he could hate her anytime.

"who was that? did you just kiss him huh?!"

"opp-

"did you?!!"

"i-it was just a p-peck on the cheek"

"just a peck on the cheek! it's not a just chae! this shouldn't be like this for god sake!"

"oppa you scared me please calm d-

"shut it! i can not calm the down when i see you are kissing boy behind my back lee chaerin!"

"oppa! you are confusing me!!"

it's understandable for her to cry to be stressed by the way the man act towards her. she never felt sure to keep her hope up or just to give up her feelings. he lifted her but then crushed her down only to lifted her up again for her to keep hoping.  she is confused and the feeling finally bursting