"i'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
'cause your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone"

tears b out drenching her cheeks as her hands still holding on the album on her laps. regret, she regret everything in the past. she regret on marrying him, regret on pursuing him, regret on meeting him, regret on knowing him. if only she doesn't know him, he would probably still alive. his radiant smile would probably still be around, his laugh would always ringing in anyone's ears. it's because of her he's gone. because of her selfish and childish act that brought him bleed to death infront of her eyes.

she could still picture vividly in her mind how his sare was lost, staring at her but he's not there. those light brown orbs was fading and she feels cold on the touch of his hand holding onto her.

her cry getting louder when the image of blood oozing out of his neck from the cut by a glass pierced into him deep that cutting his breath. his hold was tight she felt it, she wants to call his name to keep him conscious and let him know that she's beside him. but a hit on her chest and a jerk on her neck disabled her senses. only tears running out of her eyes, staring at his figure slowly los