"i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone. 

but though you're still with me, i've been alone all along"

a grunt came out of her lips on each of his , bitting her own hand to hold moan from coming out. eyes staring at the wall beside them but he forced her to face him and holding her hands above her head. a glare shared in each groan and grunt. frown on his forehead as he saw how she's resisting the pleasure he gives by bitting her bottom lip. he doesn't like the view before his eyes, hoding her head he kissed her hard to earn he music he used to hear, and he did.

"s-stop it! jiyong!" but he keep kissing and bitting her neck while saying.

"you are my wife hunchae, do as i say and feel it, i know you want this"

without him asking her body batreyed her like always and she wwould come undone and to him releasing himself inside her.

"i hate you kwon jiyong, please i want a divorce" she ucrled inside the blanket back-facing him who's steading his breath. he stare at her back before standing up and walk to the shower after he said his refusal. he won't ever let her go and she knows that, for she is the deal to get the money he wants.

thinking back again to their past, she could only cry to finally realized how his sweet words and act were fake, and she is just a tool. she cry harder for her life not noticing the man who's gripping his head in the shower, sometimes punching the wall.

it's been months since their wedding ceremony, her parents visit them in their house looking as bright morning light that day, her face mirroring their smile.

once, she asked their help for a divorce saying all the reasons behind her unaccepted behaviour. but they only brushed her words away, saying she's just confused by their new wedding life and took ridiculous conclusion, also her father said that their name would be bad if a divorce news out to public.

"when will i hold a little ver of both of you in my hands chaerin? why took so long o have a baby? don't hold back, god won't give those angel to you if you do"

the couple smiles to her while sitting close beside each other, his hand brushing the back of her hand while she sip a cup of coffee.

"we didn't mother, maybe it's not the time yet. in fact we never left a day without being in each other's embrace" the mother laugh at her son-in-law's words as the older man keep staring at his only daughter.

he realized her off behaviour, her once complain about divorce never leave his head. but seeing how the kwon act towards heer, he believe he is not like all his daughter said. he believe she only need to gives him more chance.

"if only you are not blind" is what she always thought about her parents.

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if there's an awards for perfect actress of all wifes, that would be belong to her. to act all fine, happy, pretty and healthy infront of their family, colleague, friends and media th