He had fallen in love with Woohyun for so long. Had admired him for so long and had fallen for his charm over and over again every time fate leads him to meet Woohyun because he was his secret admirer and he knows he will continue doing it because fate will always bring Woohyun to him in every stage of his life when he was about to start fresh and he cant help to fall in love again with him even when he just hear his voice just like the first time they met. He never gets tired of watching Woohyun from a far because he knows and he believed that Woohyun meant for someone better than him. He will not have a chance to be with someone like Woohyun even in his dream.

 Woohyun is like a brightest star in summer night too beautiful, too stunning and too bright and most importantly too far for him to reach and Sunggyu just satisfied being his secret admirer and supporting him in every minutes and every second of their lives because they were always end up being near each other just like the first time Sunggyu met him in the middle school and he met him again in a high school and even college and up until now, they were working and living in the same building and no, please don’t say Sunggyu followed Woohyun like a stalker because Sunggyu is a year older than Woohyun. He was the one to enter high school and choosing a college to further his studies and even starting his career first and yes Woohyun is not the one following him because Woohyun not even knows of his existence. He doesn’t even know that Sunggyu had loved him for more than ten years. Fates just lead them to each other and Sunggyu doesn’t know if he should be happy with it or cursing his fate because he knows being near Woohyun means that he will never move on because he will always love him and keep falling in love with him.

Sunggyu will just satisfied looking at him from a far and being a guardian angle just like now when Woohyun is crouching in front of a little girl with pouty lips trying to coax her and he is now rummaging through his jeans pockets to find something and so did Sunggyu but Sunggyu was the lucky one to have a lemon flavor candy in his hand and without hesitant he goes towards both of them but kept his position behind Woohyun and facing the litte girl while offering the candy. A cute smile appears on a little girl face made Sunggyu’s smile wider and before Woohyun is able to turn around he had disappeared without a trace once again.

It has happen a few times in this past ten years but Sunggyu try not doing it often although he likes helping Woohyun because he doesn’t want to be like a stalker to him and most of all terrifying the younger with his action. He looks back for one last time to see the smiling Woohyun with the little girl on his lap sitting on a bench under the full bloom cherry blossom. He would like to craves the image deep in his heart so that he can remember that beautiful moment forever because this time, Sunggyu is leaving again and maybe this is the last time he will see Woohyun because he can feel that nothing will make Woohyun appear at the place he was going to go and most of all, he intentionally choose this place so that he can be free from Woohyun’s shadow because he knows he can’t keep looking at Woohyun like this. He doesn’t want to spend the rest of his life being a secret admirer and being a witness of Woohyun’s happiness with someone else because no matter how many times he said to himself that Woohyun’s happiness is his happiness, it still hurt him so much. Now, he will try to free himself from this hurtful fate but will it goes the way he want or does fate will always brings Woohyun to him no matter what and this time will he just secretly loving him or he will take the chance to love even it is not Woohyun?