I entered my room and looked around. Where was Heebum? I scanned the room and found him stretched out in front of window.

            “Aw, Heebum, you look so peaceful.” I said smiling to him. I scooped him up and carried him over to the bed and laid down with him. I sighed

            “Oh, Heebumie, what are we goin to do? This girl has changed me. I used to be cocky and witty but some how she’s taken that away from me.” I looked at him; he looked back at me with sleepy eyes. I kissed his forehead and got up from my bed, letting him sleep. I paced back in forth in my room, wanting to do something, but not wanting to leave my room so I have to face everyone. I stopped and remembered my towel. I went over to my chair and picked it up, sniffing it to make sure it was still clean. It was, thankfully. I folded the towel and put in back on my shelf were all my toiletries where. I heard my door creak open

            “Heechul?” I heard someone ask. I let go of the breath that was hanging in the back of my throat realizing it was just Han Geng. I turned around and faced him he had on a black buttoned up shirt with baggy dark blue jeans.

            “Yeah?” I asked using a nice tone with my friend.

            “Can we talk?”

            “Sure.” I sat down on my bed and Han Geng sat beside me. He turned and looked at me   

            “You know you’re my best friend right?” I nodded my head

            “And you know I would do anything to make you happy.” Again, I nodded.

            “What can I do to make you happy?” I quietly sighed. It was tiring getting this question all the time, but since this was my Chinese man, one of my best friends, I decided to actually answer him.

            “Truthfully, I don’t know. I think this would have been ten times easier, if she wouldn’t of just decided to leave me after telling me that she loved me more than anything in the world. On top of that, the next day after, getting with Siwon. I don’t have any feelings less towards him because I know he’s always had feelings for her, but still.” I ran my fingers through my hair wanting to rip it out. I felt relief though. This is the first time I’ve told anyone on how I felt. I looked up at Han Geng, realizing that I was starring at the floor. He had a sympathetic look written across his face.

            “Heechul, I didn’t know, I’m so sorry that this happened to you.” He barely whispered

            “It’s okay, I feel better. I haven’t told anyone about this.”  We sat in silence. I was okay with it for once, the silence didn’t seem to try to consume my thoughts, it was just, peaceful.

            “Let’s go out, we don’t have anything to do today, so why don’t you me and some of the other boys go out and have fun?” Han Geng said to me smiling. I smiled back

            “Sounds great.”

            “Great!” He grabbed my wrist and pulled me out of my room. We walked down the hallway laughing. We walked into the living room and I saw her. I froze. She was sitting on the couch, cuddled up to Siwon, watching TV. Her hair fell slightly over her eyes. I wanted to so bad just to walk over to her and gently push it out of her face and kiss her forehead. I had to use all of my will power not to do this. She looked at me. Her pale blue eyes, sent shivers up my spine. Han Geng realized that I was frozen and pulled me into the kitchen. He walked over to Donghae and whispered in his ear. A smile crept across his face. Donghae walked over to Eunhyuk and did the same. They both walked over to the door and put on there shoes. Han Geng pulled me over to the door and we copied them, we opened the door and walked out of our apartment. When we left the building Eunhyuk turned and looked at us

            “So, what are we going to do?”

            “I don’t know what can we do?” Donghae asked. 

            “Lets go to the beach?” I mumbled. They all turned around and looked at me.

            “Which one?” Eunhyuk asked

            “How about Daecheon?” I asked

            “Sounds great.” They all said in unison.

When we arrived to the beach, Eunhyuk and Donghae tore off their shoes and ran to the beach and into the water. Han Geng and I laughed quickly following them. When we reached the water we started splashing each other and kicking water at each other. A medium sized wave came up and knocked Eunhyuk down into the water. We all laughed at him. He was soaked. He laughed also and got up and charged after me. Wrapping his arms around my waist and pulled me down into the water with him

            “Yah, look what you did!” Barely escaped my mouth through all the laughter. Han Geng and Donghae walked over to us laughing extremely hard. I looked over at Eunhyuk and smiled. He read my mind and smiled back. We got up and charged at Donghae and Han Geng. Pulling them down into the water. We all sat there laughing. I caught my breath and said

            “I haven’t laughed this hard in a long time.” A loud hiccup came from Donghae and we all laughed harder each time Donghae hiccupped. Finally we all clamed down. Besides the random hiccups from Donghae and the soft giggles from the rest of us, we sat quietly. Enjoying the sun, then my dream hit me. I could no longer sit still. I got up, Han Geng opened one of his eyes and looked up at me.

            “What are you doing?’ he asked. I quickly made up a lie

“I want to make a sand castle. You guys should help me.” I said pulling them all up. We all went further up on the beach and found a good place to start. We talked about random little things that don’t matter much but at this point in time it does. After we finished, Han Geng yawned and stretched. We all laid down in the sand,

            “This was a great afternoon.” I sighed.

            “Yeah it was.” Donghae said. We must have fallen asleep because I open my eyes to see a young girl nervously shaking me

            “Hello? Are you okay? Are you dead? Oh please don’t be dead. Guys please wake up.”  I quickly sat up and look on each side of me to see Donghae, Eunhyuk, and Han Geng rubbing their eyes.

            “Oh thank god, you guys are alright.” The girl said. I looked closer at her; she didn’t look much older than eighteen, at least.

            “Um, where are we?” I mumbled

            “Daecheon beach, who are you guys?” She asked. We exchanged confused glances, someone that doesn’t know who we are

            “Well I’m Eunhyuk, this is Donghae, that’s Han Geng, and he’s Heechul. You don’t know who we are?”

            “Um, no don’t think I do.”

            “Wow, that’s a first.” Donghae said

            “Well who are you guys then?” she asked. I listen closely and realized that she had an American accent and looked like one too.

            “Are you American?” I asked her

            “ I asked you-“ I cut her off

            “We are part of the Super Junior members.”

            “Oooohh, nope never heard of you. Yes I am American, is that a problem?” She quickly asked.

            “No it doesn’t,” Han Geng quickly responded.

            “Thank you for waking us up. We better go now.” He added. We all got up, thanked her and walked away from the beach.