Give me back my laughter

Take me out of this hell
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‘As you wish, I will die’

 

~1 day before the incident~

 

“Jimin, after all your individual activities, please prepare your stuff for the trip and don’t make us late.” said the staff employee. “Yes!” responded Jimin.

BTS last albums received good respond from the public, so an Asian Tour has been decided. They were leaving tonight and arriving the next day during the afternoon at the country. He was the only member working this day. He had to film two ads and one variety show. The first one was for a famous American brand, boring but easy to promote. The next one was for a fast food. Jimin already did his best to decline the offer but few months before he accepted and signed. Signed, you need to honor your services. Now the staff, was waiting for him to eat a plate full of chicken and fries. Full of fat in Jimin’s eyes.

“Take your time but-” Jimin immediately stated “Yes, I know we don’t have time.”.

‘Ok Jimin… You can do it. Think of when they will leave you alone.’

 

-45 minutes later-

 

“Thank you for your hardworking Jimin!!!” shouted the Director.

“You’re welcome. Can you show me where are the restroom please?” gently asked Jimin.

“Hum, okay. Are you sick or…?

-No! I just need to do some stuff, you know!?!

-Yeah, my question is dumb, sorry… The toilet are here!

-Thank you.”

Jimin took a huge risk to do this outside but he had to vomit. The feeling of having his stomach full was sickening for him. Finished, he throws some water on his face, took a chewing gum and went back to the dorm. There, everyone was already prepared to go and the manager was quite upset.

“Jimin!! What did I tell you? “Don’t be late.” and you ARE late!!! Why don’t you listen like the others?”

‘The others didn’t have to work this morning. The others don’t have a mental problem like mine. The others don’t know how much I suffer.’

“Give me five minutes and I’ll be ready, Manager.”

Jimin disappeared in his room. From there, we could hear that he quickly packed his stuff.

“Guys!! What’s wrong with him? He wasn’t so clumsy before. He needs to stop before PD-nim see or hear something bad about him.” said BTS’s manager.

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T6814R #1
Chapter 11: it's 1:31 am here and my eyes are watering T.T
Suga_Kookie_Jin #2
Chapter 11: Great thank you for making me cry
parkkareen #3
Aouthor nim thanks a lot for this story, I am crying very loudly, as if it came true:'( a thousand words is not enough to say thank you, you are a great aothor. stay well and live happy author nim :') you are deserve our love author nim :')
Overnight #4
Chapter 11: this is so sad yet it's not a thousand letter chapters ... it touched my heart ... I had depression a while ago I still dont know how I got over it or maybe I didn't . I like it you did great
Queenmerlia #5
Chapter 11: My sadness knows no bounds I can't stop crying
KyuWookiELF
#6
Chapter 11: I knew by the end of the story I would be in a hot mess,crying ㅠㅠ
God,my Jimin did..did..left them.. ㅠㅠ I seriously can't imagine if it happened but I really hope it doesn't because Bangtan is literally like a close knitted family ㅠㅠ
Nonetheless,a great,touching yet heartbreaking story author-nim ㅠㅠ
KyuWookiELF
#7
Chapter 8: God,I wanted to comment after I'm done with the story but reading this chapter,I HAD TO COMMENT! ㅠㅠ Oh dear,my Jimin..
KyuWookiELF
#8
Chapter 6: Oh my god,my hearteu hurts from reading.. ㅠㅠ The changed Jimin is so scary.. ><
KyuWookiELF
#9
Chapter 1: Ohh..this is a good start for a story,can't wait to finish reading the rest of it ><
-Ijustwanttoread- #10
Chapter 11: I'm curious as to what Taemin would think, but wonderfully written!