Ssangmundong-2016

Author’S POV

“ When are you leaving?”. Suhyun ask

“Tomorrow maybe.” Sung Bin then look at Suhyun. “Don’t you think it kind of funny, because we all grow up leaving this town then we comeback here and built a family again.”

“This is what they mean by no place better than home, you weirdo.” Suhyun hesitate then say. “ You give up on him again.”

The silent moment between them rise up again, Sung Bin look at Suhyun then smile.

“I mean, I don't know.” She said

“Yah Babo ah, this time I’m not gonna stay still and let you do whatever you want. Last time, you give up your chance to go to Seoul University. I understand that they are brother, but it didn't mean that you have to sacrifice everything like that.” Suhyun said

“Keep it down, the past is pass, don't mention it.” Sung Bin try to stop her friend 

Flash back to 2009

“Yah, open the door, Sung Bin. I know you in there.” Sehun yelled from outside

“What do you want?” Sung Bin say

“I will go to Younsei University with you.” He says look at Sung Bin

“Go to your dream school.” Sung Bin say then return to her room

“Wait..” Sehun reach out and holding her hand

“What’s wrong? We were find until the yesterday, tell me what happen. I mean if it because of the admission, then we can both attend Younsei, we already talk about this…. We stick together until the end.” Sehun say

“No, Seoul University is your dream, not mine so stop it, go to Seoul University.” Sung Bin say

“Don’t you understand, this is not about my dream, my dream is to staying next to you, catching the same bus with you everyday, sit next to you and be your table mate.” Sehun say

Sung Bin keep on shaking her head. “No, no, I am tired of your attitude, of waking up and buying  you food everyday, and more of everything I'm tired of seeing your face everyday.”

Sehun stay still for awhile then look at her and smirk. “ I guess it was me alone the whole time, sorry for bother you.”

And then he walks away, Sung Bin didn't dare to look at him because she knows if she lays an eyes on him for sure she will fall right back to him, she always tell herself to not be selfish but she was happy when he says he want to be next to her.

“Yah Sung Bin, what are you saying?” Suhyun run to her best friend after hearing Sehun and Sung Bin conversation.

“You like him.” Yoojung say

“ I mean if you are worrying about not get admitted to Seoul University, he says he goes with you to Yonsei….. Wait, you did get admitted, don't you?” Yoojung say

“Yah, are you crazy?” Suhuyn yell

“That why you were so happy yesterday when you receive the result, but then Jongki ask you to come with him.”  Yoojung say again

“What did he say ?” Suhyun ask

“He says he likes me.” 

They look at each other then look at Sung Bin

“Aigoo, come here.” Suhyun say and hug Sung Bin, then Yoojung also embrace the two girl.

End flash back 

“Yah, yah you are space out again.” Suhyun calling her best friend 

“Sorry.” Sung Bin answer

“The good bye party is tonight, you better be there.” Suhyun say

Sung Bin nod and smile. “ I know.”

“Let’s walk to your brother house and take Yoojung to the market.” Suhyun say

They both start to walk through the street of Ssangmundong. Around them is the town where they grew up together. Sung Bin then stop as she seeing the small snack store, the picture of her and Sehun appear as she remember how they always stay there and wait for the rain to stop. And it always funny how Sehun always get wet but she always come home with dry cloth. 

“Yah, you want some snack ?” Suhyun ask

Sung Bin shake her head and continues walking.

“Aigoo, Are you Sung Bin? Our small Binnie.” An old lady recognize them.

“Yes, Mrs. Kim.” Sung Bin answer

“Aigoo, and who do we have here? Are you Suhyunie.” Mrs. Kim ask

“Yes, it me.” Suhyun answer

“It been such a long time, where is that little boy who follow you around?” Mrs. Kim ask

“Nae?” Sung Bin ask

“The… the little boy named Sehun, ain’t you guy always stick together when you both were little?” The old lady say

“He doing okay, Mrs. Kim.” Sung Bin answer her

“Invite me when you guy getting marry. I can see it through his eyes that he totally in love with you when you guy were young.” Mrs. Kim finish her word and leaving

“That was awkward.” Suhyun say then start to walking.

Sung Bin eyes wander again to the spot next to Mrs. Kim’s house where they used to play hide and seek, or the secret place that they always wait for each other. His tall figure waiting for her even when it was a bright day in summer time or the darkest day in a raining day. Don't know when but her tear start to fall down. Is it really her fault? That she was unfair to him, that she should have give him her true answer.

As they arrived to Yoojung’ s house, Suhyun scream at the top of her lung. “ Yah Kim Yoojung, hurry up and come out here.”

Sung Bin just smile as she hear that similar phrase, it was from her friend but also from him, as every morning he woke her up for school. “Yah, if you don't wake up, I’m leaving you behind Sung Bin” She again remember how much she has to do everything in hurry or else he leave her behind. But now she realize, the true is that he was not the one who leaving her, instead it was her leaving him.

“Yah, you already a married woman can you at least act like one?” Yoojung come out and say.

“Lee Suhyun, I work with Kyungsoo, so behave or I’m telling you husband.” Sung Joon 

“Ayeee, oppa don't be like that. I’m trying and also because our Binnie is leaving soon, so I’m just supper sad.” Suhyun say

“I’ll think about it, now take care of my wife, she not feeling well this morning.” Sung Joon said 

“What’s wrong? When is your labor?” Sung Bin ask

“Not yet, it not until next week. How about you?” Yoojung ask

Then Sung Joon walk over to his sister and put two and in her two cheeks. “Why our Binnie eyes turn red? If it too hard let it go, you may think oppa don't know anything but I do know. When the result come out, I’m the first one who check, I was mad but then I stay quite cause when I see you I immediately forget about that stuff. I…” Without letting Sung Joon finish the sentences, the small girl stand in front of him start to cry.

“Aigoo, why are you crying?” Sung Joon say and hug her

“ In my entire life I never been regret before but this is my first time I feel regret about my decision, I should have went to Seoul University, I was afraid but then when I have enough courage and I realize he was surround by other people who are much more fit in his status. I give up again.” Sung Bin’s voice crack up as she continues talking.

“Forget him or keep on chasing him is your choice, used your greatest self to love her and also love yourself.” Sung Joon say 

“My husband is so cool.” Yoojung say

“Yah.” Sung Bin and Suhyun yell at the same time

“Why are you guy yelling at her she pregnant?” Sung Joon yell back at the other two 

“I know it, there is no such a think about brother and sister when your brother is married.” Sung Bin shake her head and wipe her tear

“Aigoo, seeing you like this I figure out you already know what you doing .” Sung joon ask

Sung Bin just smile then nod at her brother, knowing that this is her last chance.