Cotton Candy
Description
A sadist is someone who enjoys inflicting pain on others, sometimes in a ual sense. Sadists like seeing other people hurt. A sadist is the opposite of a masochist, who enjoys being in pain. A sadist is all about hurting others, usually to get off ually. However, this word is about more than .
A person who has masochism, the condition in which ual or other gratification depends on one's suffering physical pain or humiliation. 2. a person who is gratified by pain, degradation, etc., that is self-imposed or imposed by others. 3. a person who finds pleasure in self-denial, submissiveness.
Why cotton candy? Because when you fall in love it's so,ething like a soft, cute and anything unmanly feeling that you're left wondering 'is this it?' or 'so this is it?', a feeling only kids can probably relate to. Now what if the perfect sadist meets his perfect masochist? Things are bound to happen in any way possible. Could it be love or something else?
Foreword
I have lived most of my life inflicting pain on others, my dad is scared of me when I show him the bird that I caught dead, he asked me what happen to it and I asnwered that it broked his wings and so to end the pain I killed it. And one time, when I told him about my little brother MoonSoo was at fault when he was almost drowned to death. I was 5 at that time and he was just 2, he looked at me with his eyes and I can see that he wants to feel pain and so I did.
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They say I'm just depressed that's why I do what I do with myself but the pain is so good and I feel relieved. Blood, I love the smell of blood. Every time I cut myself, the oozing hot blood makes me smile and the itching pain gives me so much joy. My parents always fight and so my father left us after some time, my mother then became abusive, my older sister was the favorite and I became the unwanted, every now and then my mom would kick and punch me. I realized that I enjoyed it.
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