Ah, Bummie... I can't believe this happened! Kang Dae... Kissed me. Like, on the lips!

I swear I didn't want to! He's a kid for crying out loud! Only eight teen! I thought I'd made it clear enough to him that I wasn't interested, but he somehow managed to get me alone long enough to plant one on me. At least I didn't react to him. I stood still and waited him out. Afterwards, I once again explained to him that I do not like him that way. That I have someone else who I deeply care about and I'm not available. What he responded with... Pissed. Me. Off.

"Oh, you mean that Key guy in the hospital? Who cares? Not like he even knows who you are. Rumor is, he's cracked."

I... Did not react well. Okay, that's an understatement. I punched him in the face. Needless to say, my superior was not happy with me. However he saw footage of the incident and understood that I was provoked. Still... I've been... Grounded. Attending additional training, eating meals alone, and extra chores. Also... Talking to a shrink. They're finally forcing it. Ah well. I don't mind much. I know I shouldn't have hit the kid, but... I hated hearing him talk about you that way, Bum.

I'll try to keep on my best behavior.

Love you always,

Jonghyun

I've been avoiding Kang Dae like the plague, but it doesn't seem to be doing any bit of good. Even though he's been written up for ual harassment, we've been given different schedules to keep us away from another, and I practically run in the opposite direction whenever I see him... Somehow he's cornered me twice more. Thank god nothing else has happened though. Both times, someone else came along before he could do anything. I think I've gotten myself stuck with a sasaeng...

Bummie, I wish you were here. I wish I could sneak up behind you and kiss your neck the way I used to. I miss you, Key, my Almighty Kim Kibum. I just have to hold on a few more weeks. A few weeks, and I'll be granted leave, and will be able to come and visit you. Until then, I'll be strong.

Love you always,

Jonghyun.