it was a cold day to do something productive, Shownu thought to himself.

They were asked to collaborate with an upcoming girl group for a special stage on mnets anniversary. He was hesitant to join their first meeting. He havnt seen Youngji since their messy breakup.

Shes debuting with a new group since Kara decided to part ways. DSP planned to introduce the group with special stages along-side well known boygroups to grab the publics attention.

since monstaxs dorm isnt huge enough to accommodate all of them, they have decided to practice at the girls rooftop building.

its 3pm, they are running late.  

wonho was being his usual dorky self and kept shownu occupied to keep his nerves calm.

shownu kept pushing the button in hopes of making it go faster. he knows how she hates it when hes late.

the sound of heavy metal rigidly opening frightened him revealing a devastatingly gruesome scene.

Shownus eyes darted through youngji’s fragile body,scared to know if shes dead he remained frozen, glued to the elevator floor that brought him into witnessing a possible murder of the girl he loved dearly.

his group,deadpanned, shivering from the sheer horror in front of them

She was lying there, drenched in her own blood. Unconscious, wearing nothing but her underwear. Her white skin stained by bright hatred, her cheeks flushed by fear.

Her snow white skin is blinding, they were left frozen and dazed. The first to react was wonho

"hyung isn't that youngji?"

"Turn around" Shownu forcibly commanded

"hyung"

"Turn around" He vigorously yelled at s telling them to respect youngji's body by not staring.

He then removed his beige coat and wrapped it around her body not caring about nasty stains. Shownu hurriedly carried her and asked Kihyun to call their manager they need to rush her to the hospital if they want to keep her alive.

Heavy panic surrounds the tiny elevator but shownu remained calm gazing at his blurred reflection from the burnished metal of the elevator door.

The moment the door opened shownu rushed her out,his manager drove them to the nearest hospital in hopes that someone,anyone can save her. Shes panting, shes breathing heavily, he knows blood is starting to fill her lungs.

he stares at her face “shes sweating” he murmured. that 5 min ride felt like forever, he wanted to end it with her, but not like this. She cant go. no. not now that he realized shes all he needed in life.

It maybe too late but shownu isnt giving up, he shouted and grunted at his manager to speed up.

they reached the emergency room, nurses took her from his arms, laid her on a bed and took her away. His face went blank, his mind is clouded as he tried to think of what could have possibly happened. He sat in the waiting area held the edge of his chair, rocking his body, slowly, in a forward motion while the room bustles with panic and urgency. the thick air was filled with antiseptic, blood and sweat which tickled his throat. He scanne