Chapter 14. Memoirs of my Heart
 

Jessica locked herself inside her room and it had been hours. Never mind that she didn’t eat dinner and she’s very hungry. She laid in her bed looking up the ceiling, “why do I feel worse than ever before?” she muttered. She sat up and opened the window. The cold soothing breeze didn’t help make her feel better. She palmed her face and something hit her very genius mind, “I need to reflect, I did promise not to get mad and yet I did, Tiffany… maybe my reason for getting angry is as shallow as her reason for leaving.” 



She sighed in frustration. Hunger striking over her and her head started to feel light, she felt like hallucinating. A voice said in a mysterious low voice, “she did it for the both of you.”



Jessica ever so curious but her head didn’t allow her to find rationality and answered back, “are you my conscience? but, but—am I wrong to feel like this?” 



“No. But please consider her feelings too. You both suffered losses and are you willing to lose more time with her by fighting?” the voice gently replied.



“I guess I don’t,” Jessica battling with emotions and reasons.



“Then do you consider this fair? Do you not agree you are depriving yourself of happiness by shutting yourself behind this door?” the voice sounded so convincing.



Jessica somewhat found herself walking to her door and intently listening to the whisper that’s coming from outside