Picture Perfect

Pain behind a song
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Annyeong! So sorry I took a long time to update, My exams are over(English was the hardest) but now I've updated my story! 

Enjoy! ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

-seiyoung

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"Things are changing, we're all growing, so am I, realize it hyung,  I know what reality is." 

"Sehun, move your hand to the left more."

"Sehun, can you get closer?"

"Sehun, try a different pose."

"SEHUN! Are you listening? I've been constantly having to direct you for the past hour and a half, can't you take a photo correctly? All your hyungs were done in half an hour, can you please try at least a little better? Sorry, Chanyeol, I know you have better things to do, but please bare with me." said the photographer. 

"Ne, hyung, but it's alright. I don't mind spending time with Sehunnie." said Chanyeol. The photoshoot went on for atleast another 15 minutes before the photographer had another outburse. 

"Sehun! This clearly isn't working, everyone let's take a break, looks like we all need it." Sehun watched as the photographer left the room with a frustrated face. It wasn't only the look and things the photographer said, but he could clearly see all the faces of the staff, he was causing them all trouble. 

look at that all you're doing is causing them trouble and wasting their time. didn't you hear what he said, atleast try a little better, even a beaver could take a photo and have it look better than all yours combined. 

i'm trying so hard. But all I can do is be a burden why am I like this?  I hate this, everything about me is disappointing, it's only a matter of time before the members realize. 

no worries there, they already have. they're only pretending to care, they just trying to find out how to get rid of you, after all, who would want you? 

Sehun turned to see Chanyeol, Lay, Kai, BAekhyun, Chen, and Kyungsoo talking. 

you're right.  I'm only a burden. I'm so sorry. Why am I so useless? Wh-

"Sehun-ah!" Sehun's thoughts were interrupted by Luhan's shout to him. He saw him happily skipping over to him and watched as he sat down right next to him on the couch. 

"How it going? Did you do well on the photoshoot?" asked Luhan. 

"I feel great hyung! But I think I need a little more practice." said Sehun as he pretended to sound cheerful. 

Liar. Liar. Liar. 

"Luhan hyung!" called Chanyeol as he beckoned for him to come over. 

"Bye Sehunnie! Good luck!" said Luhan as he happily skipped over to their group. They welcomed him and they all started talking and laughing. Sehun could hear the roars of laughter as Baekhyun, Chen, or Chanyeol, the jokesters, made a comment or joke. 

They look so happy without me. 

They are who cares about you? What are you worth. 

Sehun knows it was a bad idea to check his phone, but he did anyway. When he got onto his account they were a lot of c

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Floopypuppy #1
Chapter 24: I wish the best for you.
MeAndSehun #2
Chapter 24: I'm genuinely happy for you! I've been reading this story since the beginning and I felt a lot of emotions through your words and kept hoping for things to get better for you that now I feel so so happy to read that you are feeling better. Keep up the good work and take a good care of yourself! You are so brave for coming this far and I feel so proud of you although we don't know each other all that well. Stay safe and I wish for things to get even better for you~
gotbinhwan #3
Chapter 23: hi. i dont know who u are, but u're strong enough to be here ^^ i love u, even we never met. thankyou for being strong & thankyou for exist in this cruel world. maybe we dont know each other, but u know i'm here for u ^^ xoxo
GemGam #4
Chapter 23: oooooh cliffhanger~! hahahah.. u finally updated yess! :D im hoping for the next chapter soon.
cheolliepollie #5
oof
Tirahan #6
Chapter 23: you know that we'll always be here for you right? you're such a wonderful person, a strong one to be exact. to see you're doing well up to this moment, I'd say you're such a hero. I am so proud of you. you did well and great sweetheart, let's keep going. i know it's not easy but hey, you got us on your back. we'll always be there for you. we love you
Amoon_99 #7
Chapter 23: I feel like I can understand your pain because I used to feel the same with my family especially will my parents fight and I could not stand it ... The fights are no longer happens but I still feel bad when I remember ...so l believe that it's a normal for a family to fight ...even when they hurts you with words .. They might say it in a moment of anger ... Maybe Iam asking too much from you when I tell you to bear with it .. But put on your mind that you are a special person and don't feel bad about how you life is because God might have something good for you at the end :)
Falling_Leaves_ #8
Chapter 23: hey... it’s okay to reach out to us for support and help. well always be there. just, i understand to some extent how you’re feeling. every day is like that for me, with my depression. i struggle with myself whether or not to get out of bed, whether or not living is worth it. and some days i come so close to being consumed by my thoughts. it’s okay. it’s not good, but it’s okay. maybe you should reach out to someone in your life, or rant to a friend, or maybe just even do something that you know will help you relax and crack a smile. for me, i watch kdramas when i’m having a ty week and don’t feel like living anymore. i normally feel really numb and disassociated, so i watch a drama that will hit me in the feels. sometimes you just need a good cry, one that will shake you to the core, one that will open the floodgates. if crying helps, cry. you don’t need to be strong, you already are. enduring it makes you strong. please keep enduring.

and your family? i have the same situation. i made a mistake a few years back and it tore my family apart. my mother is always angry with me and my siblings are always fighting with her. we’re breaking ourselves without a care. family is family but it doesn’t mean they are always right. if your situation with your family is unhealthy then by all means, leave. but sometimes you have to endure. that’s okay. it gets better eventually. vent, let people know your misery. it’s okay. let me stress that. you’re human, too. some days are just worse than others. some weeks are just more heavier than the ones before. but it’s okay. it gets better. it has to. that’s what keeps me alive on most days. the fact that this world has to give back as much as it has taken. this pain, this suffering, this utter loneliness and tiredness, this hatred of life—this all has to be worth it at some point. You are not alone. You never will be. Please, if you need someone to talk to, my inbox is ALWAYS open. i want to be a normal teenager as well, some of us grow mature before we are meant to because of our lives and family. i talk myself out of suicide most days, and talk myself into my friends’ open arms. talk yourself down. it’s okay. please keep enduring. i hope that happiness envelops you in a war, hug and stays to keep you safe for a longtime <3
decessus #9
Chapter 23: you aren't made of steel. you're human, you have feelings. your family is making a grave mistake, pushing their child to feeling this way. i can't offer much help. im not too good with words, but this story you wrote had resonated with so many of us. we want to help you, but we don't know how. thank you so much for this story. i hope everything works out in your favor.
hazecraze 930 streak #10
Chapter 22: Thank you for this chapter dedicated to Jonghyun. I wasn't a huge shawol, but I respected him so much as an artist. It really shocked me and it's going to hurt for a few days. I too believe it's important to raise awareness for mental illnesses. If you ever need to talk, feel free to message me. We are in this together.
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