Hello! Sorry for not updating in such a long time, I just had to gather my thoughts also I have to take a super boring biology class.

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"I guess I know what makes the rookie's songs so moving. Their lyrics are lined with naivety and hope, not infused with the heartbreak and pain that hits you went you realize reality." 

A little boy sat at the swings, no one was next to him, all the other kids didn't want to play with a kid who talked weirdly. Tears rolled down his face, quickly he wiped them off with his small hand. No one likes me, I'm an outcast, was all he could think, he wanted to play with the little kids too, he wanted friends. He spent most of his time alone, outcasted by his classmates because of a stupid reason. A little girl approached him silently and sat on the swing next to him. She was liked by most people for her sweet and bubbly personality. Everywhere she went, she was accepted. 

"Why were you crying," the little girl asked.

"I'm not," the little boy stubbornly said.

"You're eyes are red, tell me, I'll help you," she said softly. 

"All the other kids don't like me, I'm a freak, an outcast, I have  lisp so no on wants to play with me," he replied sniffing. 

"I'll be you're friend. The other kids don't understand, you're special. If they don't want to play with someone whose is special, then its their fault. Don't doubt yourself. You have no reason to feel like you're weird or a freak," she said.

"Really? You think so?" he asked. 

"I know so. I'm Yoo Eunbyul," she said. 

"I'm Oh Sehun," he said shyly. And from then on, a lovely friendship bloomed between the two five year olds. Happy that they had found genuine company in each other. 

At the age of 15, Oh Sehun had experienced his first heartbreak. Not from love, but from the loss of a dear loved one. Sehun and Eunbyul grew up together, they were still the bestestestest friends on earth, but they had changed. Eunbyul was still sweet and bubbly and outgoing, but Sehun was now more outgoing, he had a practically fanclub at his school. They looked out for each other, they were each other's comfort. When Sehun went to SM to train, he could now longer be in the same school with Eunbyul and look out for her. He called her every day and she kept telling him she was fine. Soon, with more intense trainings, Eunbyul and Sehun only talked sometimes. Two years after he became a trainee, he received the shocking news from her parents, Eunbyul had commited suicide. Sehun was in shock, his best friend of 10 years, was dead, and she willingly took her own life. He thought about how much had changed, she was the one telling him that he shouldn't listen to everyone else when they mocked and ten years ago, but now she was the one telling him that she couldn't deal with what everyone was saying to her, and how she becme tired of the bullying. His comfort was suddenly taken, his stability was torn, and his heart was ripped. 

Goodbye, Eunbyul-ah, what happened to the promises we made, the words you told me, the hope you gave me, the bond we made? All those monsterous people took it all, I'm sorry I couldn't protect you Eunbyul. Goodbye, Eunbyul-ah, I'll never see you again, thought Sehun as the hot tears streaked down his face. 

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"Eunbyul," Sehun said as he woke up.

"What was that Sehun? Whose Eunbyul?" asked Baekhyun. 

"Nothing hyungs, just something I remembered. You'll stay by me right? You'l