I'm ready
Pain behind a songHey y'all,
It's been a long time since I last updated this story and I left last time with a note about how sad I was and how much I wanted to end it all. I haven't touched this story in a long time and now I want to get back into this story and finally finish it! I just wanted to tell you guys that I'm so thankful that you guys read my story and I'm so thankful for all the supportive comments you guys all give. Originally I stopped writing this story because I felt like all I felt was sadness so all I could write about was sad things and I didn't know how to progress the story because I could only make the characters hurt and bad things happen to them because that was all I could feel. I felt like after all the things that were happening in the story I need to progress the story in a way that would show the character slowly healing and having them become healthier mentally and physically. But I couldn't do that. All I could write about was relapse and depression because that was all I was feeling. I had the mindset of temporary happiness and eventually things would return to how bad they used to be. But after some time I took to myself to heal and reflect about my life, I think I can confidently say that I've geniunely become happier in the past year. I've found stable friends and I've found ways to calm myself when the thoughts in my head become too much. I finally realized that I was focusing on the wrong things and that lead me to become more unhappier the clo
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