Edited on 9th of June 2014

actually i'm having a busy weeks T.T and suffering stomacthache now. i'll be in a trip next week, maybe there's long way to edited the upcoming chapters, please keep reading and support me ^^

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JinYoung POV

"Mum, I'm home."

I walked in my house and found my mom was sitting in our living room reading her fashion magazine.

"Oh , there you are, boy. Take your bath and dressed well. We'll going to your father's old friend house tonight."

"Okay, eomma."

I entered my room, neat and fresh smell room. I put my bag on my chair and took out my books and arranged it neatly on the desk. I may look like having an OCD but I did that because I always forget where I put my things, so I always carefully put my things.

I sat down in the corner of the bed, reached my phone and texted my members that I wouldn't atttend practice today.

I missed practice again today , I groaned and messes my hair and took off my glasses. Loosening my tie, I sat on the edge of bed and recalled all things happen today. But I released a big deep sigh when I just reminded myself with that tutoring thing.

I felt my head burning because I had think too much. I need to chill my self. Having cold shower will not harm right?

After finishing my bath, I grabbed my red black coloured shirt and pair it with a black skinny jeans on.

So how I should appear now? Jung JinYoung idol, or the nerd?

I stared at my reflection on the mirror for few minutes.

I grabbed the hair gel and start apply it a little to styled my hair. But I stopped in middle way and combed my hair back to nerd style.

Owh, how perfect I am even in such state! Call me conceited jerk, and I won't care.

Wait a minute, I will not forget my black framed glasses for my disguise.

I hide myself well for three years already. Since I entered high school, I've been pretending as a nerd geek. It's because I don't like too much attention. In the first place , I only use these glasses to hide it but since I joined the Kpop industry as a trainee, I changed my hairstyle too. I just can't stand it if my private life blown up to the media. Maybe I should know that become an artist is a job with no doubt where you'll get attention. But the selfish of me, try to deny and enjoying my own privacy.

My boyband's members and company are kind enough to help me cover myself. They wouldn't try to talk to me when I was in my nerdy self. We debuted half year ago , and I'm not expected that we can gain much popularity this fast.

Sometime I got sensitive with issues about sasaeng fans who will do anything to their idol, even some psycho actions. I'm shivered and shrugged my head.  

"Youngie ah.. Faster, we're going to late."

Admiring my figure in front of mirror once again, I walked down to our living room and found that my eomma and my appa were standing there waiting for me.

"Aigoo, let's see who is the young boy, how handsome my son looks. But why you still wearing those glasses? Now you're off from school already baby."

Eomma praised me while looking at me from head to the toe.

"Eomma, you know that now your son has popularity, and I don't like to be recognize okay?"