Kyungsoo took a hot night shower. He really believed that the water splashing down his body would make him feel calm which was really effective. After that, he changed to a gray sweatpants and his pororo shirt. He blowdried his fluffy chestnut hair and began to prepare a Kimchi Spaghetti for tonight's dinner.

While preparing, he hummed the tune of his new song, Growing Pain. The song...it's actually about wanting to meet him but everything from the past hurt so much he can't handle it. Seeing him personally will even give him more pain to take.

Kyungsoo finally finished eating and washed the plates and utensils he used.

'Must've been sad. He lives alone.' That's what will Kim Jongin surely say if he knew that Hwang Dyo currently lives alone in an apartment.

 

 

Kyungsoo, much to his dismay, still can't connect to his own fancafe.

Great, this is my fancafe but I still can't enter, goodness.

He sighed and almost gave up but after continuous trying, he's in.

Thank God.

What welcomed the singer was everyone's been bombarding him with comments (some were good compliments, some were illogical rants on how a someone like him was mentioned by Kim Jongin)

Wait, what? KIM JONGIN?

Kyungsoo thought of it a different way because of his astigmatism. He must've read it wrong. But he failed.

It's really Kim Jongin's name.

Kyungsoo searched for replays of the K-Idol RealiTV about three hours ago and he's thankful that it was already uploaded by the NBC channel.

"Would you like to greet someone?" The host asked in which the dancer nodded with excitement. "I'd like to greet Hwang Dyo hyung! I'm a great fan of you, really. I hope...you reveal yourself soon. Let's make a collaboration!"

Kyungsoo can't explain what he felt while watching the clip.

"H-he's my fan..." he stuttered, still replaying the clip for more than hundred times already.

The shortie is still thinking about it. He barely believed it but the solid evidence (the clip) made him realize it's real. Jongin wants him to reveal himself. 

He still hated the fact that his fear still override his desire to meet Jongin as Hwang Dyo and fulfill his fan's wish. To make a collab with him. By chance, that would be great.

But this comment on the fancafe caught his attention. He doesn't know why but surely instinct does its work. And probably because of his username.

 

I love you Hwang Dyo hyung! I really admire you and please continue inspiring a fan like me. Growing Pain teaser is so good. Best 24 seconds of my life! Love from Seoul. I hope you reveal youself in the future and I'll be eager to meet you, really.^^

-kai_delulu

  "Really? kai_delulu? What a weird username." Kyungsoo laughed and left a reply on his favorite comment of the day. Kyungsoo realized that it would really be better if he finally reveal his self to his fans. He even thought of himself as a selfish entertainer. But thinking that the guy he once loved many years ago is his fan, it will surely consume some time.   Wait for me, Jongin,  

 

Jongin woke up dead tired because of the taping of the reality show yesterday. It's live so he really memorized what he'll say to Hwang Dyo or else he'll end up stuttering. He can't explain but there's something about Dyo that made him a fan. Jongin went to h