Chap 30 : Another Confession ( Part II )

Starlight Moonlight

 

Jonghyun were waiting for Luna for about 3 hours already but there's still no sign of her until after the long 30 minutes,

he finally saw Junho's car headed towards their neighborhood.

He just stood at the balcony and keep his eyes on both of them.

He really hate the way she smiled at Junho and been holding back himself until Junho went away.

“ It's 11 o'clock now. “

Luna was startled by that and her smile easily formed when she spotted Jonghyun from the balcony.

“ Thanks for reminding me that. Good night oppa. “

She was about to walked away when suddenly Jonghyun utter, “ Are you tired ? “

“ A little. Wae ? “

“ Huh ? Nothing .. Just go now. “

He seems disappointed with that and Luna easily realized it by his frowned face.

“ You can't sleep aren't you ? Do you want my company ? “

She offered which cause Jonghyun to grinned like a little kid.

 

Both of them were now enjoying their accompany at the park near by their house.

“ Here. “ Jonghyun brought two drink from his house and gave one of it to Luna.

“ Thanks. “

Jonghyun then just watched Luna to enjoyed her drinks.

“ You're worried about me huh ? That's why you can't sleep. “

Jonghyun shifted his gazed towards the playground if front of him.

“ Huh ? That's weird. Usually you will say something like ' No way ' or ' Are you kidding me ? ' “

He just let her looked at him weirdly and keep on sipping his drink.

“ Something bothering you oppa ? “

“ Well, you can say that. “

“ Mind to share it with me ? “ She asked nicely.

“ I will .. but not now. I still need to think it thoroughly. “

“ It's sounds serious to me. “ He nodded lightly.

“ So what's the point of asking me out this late ? Since you have nothing to share with me. “ She said pouted at him.

“ What about you ? Don't you have anything to share with me ? “

Jonghyun glanced at Luna trying to tell her that he know something about her.

“ I don't think I have one. “ Luna answered heartlessly which annoyed Jonghyun a bit.

“ What about Junho ? Don't you think you forgot to tell me something about him ? “ He caught her off guard.

“ Owh .. that .. err .. “

“ I'm kinda disappointed since I know it from others and not you, yourself. “

He uttered and Luna sensed his annoyance in his words.

“ I'm sorry. “

“ So, when did you plan to tell me exactly ? “

“ Err .. now ? “

“ Fine, I'm listening. “

Luna take a deep breath before continue her explanation. “ He confessed to me the night I met him. “

“ Tell me something that I don't know. “

“ He confessed to me again just now. “

Jonghyun took another sipped before utter, “ Do you like him ? “

That made Luna to flustered. “ I don't think I am. “

He didn't say anything else after that.

 

Do you think I should consider his feelings ? “ The silence were interrupted when Luna asked that to him.

Jonghyun seems lost of words.

“ He seems sincere with what he felt for me. Do you think I should give him a chance ? “

Normally, Jonghyun can easily decide for Luna for anything that she want including if it's in love matter

but tonight he seems can't even dare to hear those question. His heart felt a ppang at the moment she asked him that

and he clearly confused with what he felt right now.

“ Why .. Why did you ask me that ? “

“ I don't know, maybe you know him well, that's why. “

“ I don't think I can decide it for you. It's all on you. If you like him, then, go with it. “

He said slightly felt hurt with what he just told her.

“ So, what you said is, I can date him ? “ She asked hesitantly but he didn't respond and keep his gazed away from her.

“ Are you .. fine with it .. oppa ? “

“ Why .. Why would I'm not ? “

“ Ermm .. We might not be able to hang out together like we used to again,

since I have to spend most of my time with my future boyfriend,

my speed dial number might be change to him after this, 

I might can't accompany you at this late again since my boyfriend might get jealous of it .. “

Jonghyun chuckled at Luna when he heard that trying to hide his sadness in his heart.

He can't believe that Luna's part in his life are gonna be vanished once she's dated someone and he also can't stand

how awful it felt right now just to hear her said those and it's not even happening yet.

“ You don't need my approval to like someone. It's all what you felt. My opinion is not important in this matter. “

“ You're wrong. I trust you the most, and I'm sure you know what's the best for me. Tell me oppa, should I or should I not ? “

Jonghyun heaved a big sighed, “ Give him a chance. That's the best for you. “

He hate himself for said those to her. He wished he can bravely said the opposite of it if he can turned back the time

but he know he can't be selfish, Luna also got her own life and he can't stop that just to have her by his side all the time.

“ Why did I didn't feel relieved after heard those from you ? “ Luna asked in chuckled.

“ The truth is oppa, I really wanna hear a NO from you, that way, I can always be with you. “ She uttered with a shaken voice.

All this time she's been holding back her tears tried to be strong in front of him.

“ Aigoo, it's not like you gonna lost your best friend once you have a boyfriend .. hihi. “

Jonghyun tried to cheered her up after that although he, himself felt the pain in his heart.

 

 

Jonghyun's POV

 

My feet brought me to a familiar place, a place that I wished I won't even step on it again but I just did this time.

I kneeled in front of her, the sweet smile on her face is still the same, the smile that never fail to let me forget of all my worries.

I caresses her picture, “ Sekyung-ah, how are you my dear ? “

“ I'm sure God loves to have you ... to tell the truth .. I'm kinda jealous of the God right now .. hihi .. “

“ I love you .. Sekyung. “

“ I love you too Jonghyun. “

I was startled by that voice and immediately turned to face the person behind me and shockingly,

“ Aaaahhh !! “

“ Jonghyun .. “

“ You're a ghost !! Don't get near me .. “

“ It's me .. Sekyung. “

I can't help but to screamed and feels afraid when I saw her right in front of me.

I mean, she's dead and it can't be her. It must be her ghost.

“ Why are you here ? I didn't do anything bad to you before .. What you want ? “ I

know I sounded like a little kid right now but hey, I was facing a ghost right now, what I'm supposed to do ?

“ Hehe .. Jonghyun, you're still the cutest guy that I've known. “

I was sweating badly when she approached me,

“ Yah ! Don't you feel glad to meet me ? I miss you so much. “ She pouted.

A ghost just pouted at me ?

“ But, you're a ghost. “

“ That was harsh. I know what I am but can't you stop think it that way ? Can't you just pretend that you met

a pretty spirit or something ? “

Jeez, I don't know a ghost can be annoyed at me.

 

How are you ? “

“ Are you seriously asking me that ? “

“ Well, I don't know what else to ask. “

“ I've been looking over you the whole time and I must say this, that you're a one idiot guy. “

“ Hey, what was that all about ? “

“ Why do you have to made your life difficult ? “

“ What do you mean ? “

“ You should just accept Sunyoung's heart, that way you won't lose her from your life. “

“ Are you insane ? “

“ Don't you like her too ? “

“ No I don't. “ “

Sure you are .. hehe.. “

I'm not .. “

“ I know you also felt the same for her, it just you don't want to admit it. It's because of me right ? “

“ Sekyung .. I .. “

“ Hey, I left you for good. You have to move on, maybe it your destiny to be with her and not with me. T

he God is really kind to give a girl like her to you. “

“ I .. I don't know .. “

“ I think I helped you enough. “

“ Huh ? “

“ I have to go now .. “

“ Sekyung .. “

“ She love you with all her heart Jonghyun, think about that. “

With just a blinked she vanished from my sight, and the wind started to blow like crazy causing me to fell down the hill.

I tried to looked up and surprisingly I saw her,

“ Sunyoung ? “

“ Jonghyun oppa .. “

She was smiling to me like an angel, her golden like hair were blown by the soft wind and her white dress

were shined by the sunlight.

What are you doing here ? “

She just smiled but her body started to disappears bit by bit with the wind,

Sunyoung, where are you going ? “

“ SUNYOUNG !!! “

 

JONGHYUN !! “

 

JONGHYUN !! “

I felt like my body were shaken like there's an earthquake going on around me.

“ Jonghyun-ahh !! Wake up ! “

I slowly open up my eyes and surprisingly I saw that Dubu face in front of me.

“ Hh .. Hyung ? “

“ Omg ! Finally, I thought you won't wake up. Are you alright ? “

I slowly get myself up with Onew hyung's help. “ What happen ? “

“ I don't know, I was awaken with your screaming. “

“ What time is it ? “

“ 3.45 AM. Do you have a bad dream or something ? You were screaming Luna's name the whole time. “

“ Huh ? I did .. “

Then I remembered back the dream and I feel really glad that it was just a dream.

“ What's wrong ? “

“ Huh ? Nothing .. I just .. That dream .. Err .. A Dino were about to eat Luna. “

“ What ? Are you kidding me ? “

“ I was her knight in the dream and I'm about to save her life. “

“ Mwo ? Yah ! I can't believe this. I was worried for this ? For your stupid dream ? Aishh !! “

I can't help but to laughed at him. I can't believe I'm able to create those story to fooled him.

I had to since I know he won't stop interrogate me till he satisfied if I tell him the truth.

“ Whatever ! I'm off to my bed ! You'll be dead if you wake me up again. “

 

I can't sleep after that because Sekyung's words keep on lingering in my minds.

You have to move on, maybe it your destiny to be with her and not with me.

The God is really kind to give a girl like her to you. “

“ She love you with all her heart. “

“ Arghh !! What should I do ? “

I glanced to my window and just stared at her window, which was opposite to mine.

“ Do I love her ? “

“ I know I like her since the first time I met her but is it called love ? “

I reminisce back our memories together, from the first time I met her, how awkward our meeting are,

to the time that I annouced that we're best friend, then, to the moment she made her love confession to me,

after that the time where I hurt her feelings which really made me feel guilty and afraid of losing her until right now.

We've been through many things together and I'm still not sure of my feelings to her.

Just then I saw her room's light were on. I looked at the watch and it stated 4 am.

“ What did she do at this late ? “ I wonder.

I took my phone and decided to call her but I still feel hesitate to do so.

“ She might think I'm crazy for calling her at this hour. “

Her light still on, “ Maybe she can't sleep ? “

 

Hello ? Oppa ? “

“ Owh .. Are you still awake ? “

“ Eung .. apparently, YES. What made you call at this late ? “

She seems surprised, well who don't when your friend call you at 4 in the morning.

“ I don't know. I just feel like it. So .. what chu doing ? “

“ I just had a bad dream. That's why I'm awake. “

“ Owh .. Really ? What's the dream about ? “

“ Hmm .. I was on a date with Junho oppa, and the scenery is so amazing, there's a beach ..

and rose petals are everywhere ... and .. “

I felt annoyed once she mentioned about Junho and their sweet date.

“ Yah .. Do you have to go on details ? Just tell me what happen next ? I'm not interested with your date with him . “

I said slightly raised in my voice.

“ Oh .. right, then suddenly Junho oppa kneeled in front of me and he take out a red velvet box .. “

What ? Now she's telling me that he gonna propose her ?

“ Park Sunyoung .. Go to the main point where you think the dream is a bad dream. “ I was so pissed with her.

Don't she get it ? I'm so not interested with her moment with Junho.

“ Oppa.. just listen will ya ? That was the important part .. owh .. where am I again ? “

“ He asked you to marry him. “ I said annoyingly.

“ Right, then the moment I say ' I Do ' to him .. “

“ Mwo ? You accepted him ? Why ? Are you crazy ? “

“ Dino Jjong .. just keep your mouth shut ! “

“ Arasso ! “

“ Ok, just when I agreed to him, a familiar figure appeared in front of us. And shockingly it was you. “

I smiled in victory since I made an appearance in her dream too.

“ Ehem .. what did I do anyway ? “

“ You were crying in front of me. “

“ Mwo ? “ That was so unexpected.

“ When I asked you the reason, you just ignored me and leaved. “

Ok, I didn't have much function in her dream.

“ I called you for many times but you keep on going. Not once you turned to looked at me. I cried because of that.

I keep on telling you not to leave me. “

Her voice suddenly become shaken and I know that she's holding back her tears right now.

“ It's just a dream, so don't worry, I won't leave you. “

“ Really ? “

“ No matter what happen, I will always be with you and I will love you, till forever. “

“ You would love .. me ? “

Did I just said that I love her ?

“ Jonghyun oppa .. are you there ? “

“ Huh ? Oh yeah .. “

OMG !! I Did said that ! Why did I said that ? What will she think of me later ?

“ Aren't you tired oppa ? “

Thank God she didn't ask about it futher.

“ I'm not .. I just can't sleep, you know, I also had a bad dream just now. “

“ Owh .. really ? Tell me .. tell me. “

“ Huh ? Why should I ? “

“ Because I told you mine. “

“ Well, we never made any deal about telling each other's dream right ? “

“ Not fair ! Oppa .. you're so bad. “

“ Haha .. Cute. “

 

End Of Jonghyun's POV

 

Both of them were talking to each other continuously after that until one of them fell asleep which is Luna.

It was almost 6 am when Jonghyun realized that he's been talking to himself and he was really annoyed with Luna

because of that but then it just made him to chuckled at it after that, thinking of how tired could her be until she able

to fell asleep when talking on the phone.

It's really good that it was a weekend so there's no harm for them to wake up late.

 

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moyamoyo #1
Chapter 41: I JUST LOVE JONGNAAA THEYRE SOOO CUUTTEEEE >< NICE STORYYY
ILovePikachu2
#2
Chapter 39: OMG I love this story so much and I am so glad I read it!!!!!
I was totally into the story and JONGNA FOREVER!!!! :D
SHINeefxB2ST #3
Chapter 38: They just to sweet... I like that!!! SO SWEET!!!
SHINeefxB2ST #4
Chapter 35: They was so romantic... I hope i can be like JongNa someday...
SHINeefxB2ST #5
Chapter 27: I wonder why does Luna didn't give chocolates and love notes anymore to Jonghyun... Is she really giving up on Jonghyun???
AngelWithAShotgun
#6
oooooo..... cant wait 4 the prequel & squel xD<br />
CLGDAMBER
#7
LOLLILOVE ..<br />
oh sure i will *excited* im gonna read all your fics .. ^^