Chap 23 : Awkward

Starlight Moonlight

A/N : 

Aigoo .. Looks like my readers are getting excited day by day .. hihi

So here's the update for you .. 

And SORRY for making a lot of cliffhanger .. but I can't help it .. huhu

SORRY .. SORRY .. SORRY .. SORRY .. * While dancing to Suju's Sorry Sorry *

 

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Luna can't stop crying after that and just walk to where her feet brought her to.

She never face any humiliation in her life and Jonghyun was so great that he made her felt it for the first time.

She's wandering around the place to find any place to rest because she's already tired from running.

All people around her already have a weird expression on their face as they saw how awful Luna on that moment.

She then spot a garden nearby the coffee shop and decided to have her rest there.

Her friends were wandering around to search for her..

They've tried to call her but then they realized that she left her phone with Krystal,

they even asked people around there but no one seems to know where she is and that's just made them even more worried.

 

Do you think those things that you had done will make you be like her ?

Do you think by becoming like her can make me change my mind ? Jeez .. wake up Luna. You're nothing like her.

You supposed to realize it since the first time I told you that I don't have a thing for you. “

 

Her heads starting to hurt like crazy because of those non-stop repeated words that lingering in her minds.

“ You're nothing compare to her Luna. You're such an idiot ! “ She's speaking to herself.

 

[Flashback]
 

I wanna do another confession to him. “

“ Huh ? You mean .. second time ? “ Amber asked her in shocked.

“ Eung .. And I'm thinking of do it in front of many peoples. “

“ Mwo ? Seriously ? “ Both of her dongsaeng asked. “

Yup .. I've had the idea already and I really need your help in this. “

“ We're fine with it .. but .. Luna.. are you sure ? I mean .. It's gonna be a humiliation if he reject you once again

because there's a lot of people gonna witness it. “

Amber was already used to Luna's crazy head but this time is the worst and she really don't like it.

“ I know .. It's so risky but I really .. really wanna try this out. “

 

f(x) House

 

After they went back home, Luna once again propose her idea to her leader and she had a really hard time to convince her.

After almost about 30 minutes of thinking the girls finally agreed to Luna's idea.

Luna went to her room after that and just lie on her bed.

“ So what song I'm gonna sing later ? “

She was thinking hard until her head want to explode because she's really want it to be special to Jonghyun this time.

“ Hmm .. I'll just do the video montage first. “

So she's starting to working on that video by how they met to the of the confession and she also included their moments

in there. It took her about 3 days to finished it up and still she didn't have any idea for her performance.

An idea suddenly popped in her mind when she's watched the video that she made for him,

“ What if .. I .. turned myself into more like Sekyung ? “

If change herself more like Sekyung will make Jonghyun to love her then she will not have any regret to do it

even though she know it's gonna be really hard for her.

 

[End Of Flashback]

 

So that's what she did awhile ago, by transforming herself more like her starting from the performance.

It just a coincidence when she happen to watch Sekyung's video at Jonghyun's laptop,

Ok .. it's not coincidence but she intended to do it.

And that's when all the idea come off, by secretly went to take the video in his laptop, to observed each and every inch

of her character, memorize everything that Jonghyun likes about Sekyung, thanks to Amber for that

until she manage to pulled everything off not perfectly but good enough to make Jonghyun's heart flutter back,

at least that's what she thought.

So the dance performance that she just did is exactly how Sekyung did on their anniversary and

she thought he's gonna like it if she's becoming more like Sekyung but she's totally wrong about that.

She's only showed 1% of it and that just make Jonghyun to mad and hate her.

Once again tears start to from in her eyes as she reminisce every bit of Jonghyun hurtful words

which make her heart broken into pieces as she still can't believe that it's her own best friend who uttered those.

 

Sunyoung .. “

She was startled by that familiar voice and just frozen next to the tree not even dare to turned to face him.

He started to made his way nearer to her and that's just made she even more uncomfortable.

He stood right next to her and like her he also not planning on looking at her face to avoid further awkwardness.

“ You were here all along ? “ He asked with a big sighed but she just choose to stay silent.

He then reached out for her right hand which make Luna to flustered and quickly tried to free herself from his hand

but that just made him to hold onto it stronger.

“ Sunyoung , I .. “

“ I have enough for today .. so please .. “

She finally able to let herself free from him and decided to made her way off him.

“ Let me send you back home. “

She stops because of that, “ I don't think .. “

“ Just a ride .. no talking .. That's all I ask. “

Luna took a moment to think about it before give a light nod to him.

 

It was a dead silence in the car.

Luna just keep her gazed at the view outside the car while Jonghyun just keep his eyes on the road

but his minds were somewhere else. He still feel regret with what just happen between him and Luna and

he also have cursed himself for countless times for that.

Once they reached their house, Luna quickly get herself out of the car and entered her house

after a quick bow to him and same goes to Jonghyun, he doesn't seem to dare to look at her.

 

Luna was surprised with the sight that welcomed her once she entered the house.

“ Omo .. Unni. “ The maknae spotted her first at the doorway.

“ Thank God that you're safe. “ Onew said while patted her head lightly.

“ Sorry for made you guys worried. “ She said to her friends who just looked at her with a weak smile on their face.

“ Did Jjong hyung .. “

Key didn't even finish his words when he received a smacked from Amber with a ' Don't ask about Jonghyun to her. ' look

and he just mouthed a sorry which is just made Amber to stunned because this is her first time heard Key

said those words to her.

“ He .. he send me back. “ Luna seems to know what's in Key's minds.

“ Well, we .. kinda saw that. “ Minho told her.

“ Owh .. erm .. I .. need some rest. “

Luna can feel the awkwardness in between them so she quickly excuse herself first.

“ Yeah .. you should. “

 

Luna felt her feet starting to get weak after each steps that she took.

It feel like all of her energy being out after her meeting with Jonghyun just now.

She decided to take a warm bath before headed to her bed. She make herself comfortable on her bed after the shower.

She then tightly close her eyes hoping that she would forget everything that happens to her even if it's only for a night

but it was all useless because Jonghyun's face and words keep on playing in her minds.

“ I'm not gonna cry .. I'm not gonna cry .. “

She hugged the plush toy that were given by him tightly to comfort herself.

“ Jonghyun oppa .. “ She cried while repeating his name.

 

 


A/N :

Short update from me .. Please don't mad at me for this short chappie ... Huhu ..

I promised to post the next update first thing tomorrow .. hihi ..

Peace ^^v !!

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moyamoyo #1
Chapter 41: I JUST LOVE JONGNAAA THEYRE SOOO CUUTTEEEE >< NICE STORYYY
ILovePikachu2
#2
Chapter 39: OMG I love this story so much and I am so glad I read it!!!!!
I was totally into the story and JONGNA FOREVER!!!! :D
SHINeefxB2ST #3
Chapter 38: They just to sweet... I like that!!! SO SWEET!!!
SHINeefxB2ST #4
Chapter 35: They was so romantic... I hope i can be like JongNa someday...
SHINeefxB2ST #5
Chapter 27: I wonder why does Luna didn't give chocolates and love notes anymore to Jonghyun... Is she really giving up on Jonghyun???
AngelWithAShotgun
#6
oooooo..... cant wait 4 the prequel & squel xD<br />
CLGDAMBER
#7
LOLLILOVE ..<br />
oh sure i will *excited* im gonna read all your fics .. ^^