Jun Hyung ah, my heart aches. It aches so, so badly.

I want to tell you how I really feel so badly but, I don't want to spoil what we have now. Everything is just too perfect now for me to risk our friendship. When you broke up 2 months back, you have no idea how happy I was! I screamed like a maniac the moment I got home and my mum almost called the mental hospital! Slowly, you stopped mentioning him. Slowly, you made up for lost time. Slowly, you went back to the Jun Hyung I knew. I honestly thought you were over him. 

Until you asked me and Woonie for help to fend off the new guy.

You still love him. I felt so crushed upon being presented with that fact again but, what could I do about it? I could only agree to help you, as reluctant as I was. It's so, so painful to help you keep the new guy away. It's so, so painful to watch you try to get closer to Hyun Seung. It's so, so painful that you never look my way.

It's so, so painful to be in love with you.